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Recently I have been feeling better , apart from the odd anxious moment and migraine , but today I have a bad backache and stomach ache plus sore boobs . I am due on probably the end of next , as that will three and a half weeks since my last period and that seems to be my general pattern now . I was 49 last month . I am on citalopram , an anti depressant following a severe bout of depression , anxiety and grief following my mums death last year . This really has been my year of hell and I was hoping that I was gradually coming out of it . I had so many tests . I've never been to the doctors so much , even when I was pregnant . Before that I hadn't really been to the doctors for years . Sorry for waffling . The thing is as soon as I get an ache or pain I think the worst . Previously I was convinced that I had stomach cancer , as I've had lots of issues with appetite and sicky feelings . All this came about since losing my mum . Now this sends me into meltdown and I don't want to be in that place again and the constant health worries . Does anyone know where I'm coming from ? I hate all this . Advice please lots of love Jane X
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