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I am so tired. Icaanot sleep. Blew up at my partner .you could cut the atmosphere in this house with a carving knife. This is hell!!
Anyway, he will not leave his children, with weirdo me. So there you go, not much left for me to do. This has gone on for about 2 years. Neither of ius can apply for another council house. As we are not married, it is seen that we are housed as 2 seperated individuals, not as a couple. This really infuriates me.....how have we got 2 lovely children ...Huh?
(I ask myself that 2!)
This leaves me an option of 3 things, !..take me and my children to shelter and run as fast aspossible.
2) Carry on living with this mentally abusive person who is making me ill...I mean , I am not fat, but he seems to think so.....none of this abuse is helping!!!
3) End it all! Take my life, but too scared and I am not prepared to leave my children either!!!
Oh there is a fourth option, but I would end up in jail if I were to do that and that in turn, would probably lead to my suicide!
(Mind you,I would have done less time for murder!)
Anyway, enough, enough, enough!!!
Sorry folks, but can anyone help me out, I am so scared about the future!
My only hope for me is to get a decent job, which is going to take a couple of years to achieve, and I am not sure what to do about that one either, There iago...indecisons!
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