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drinking my self in to the strenth to do my self in going to string my self up just need the bottle and i hope beer will do that for me i will keep drinking till i can do it to my self. i feel A LOT of hate for this reality and every one it in i hate every one and every thing and yes that is you 

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    hello wow i didn't know any one cared about that post was surpprised that you guys was worried. depression makes me change from day to day some times i feel angry and hateful and others just despair and pathetic. i don't expect any one to have a solution for me i post on here when i feel desperate hoping for some relife. i always push people away like all the time maybe that is why i am so lonely
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      Hi remember, we were relieved and delighted to hear from you ♥

      You are not alone in varying mood swings we tend to get these, not just due to depression etc. I am now a firm believer that some some meds are also responsible! I had a huge meltdown in the chemist today. Since being on mirtazipine I seem to get frequent and sporadic extreme rages! I got so angry in the chemist today because they were not able to locate my prescription to help with my rages! (Diazepam) the pharmacist took me nicely to one side (as I was becoming a sideshow for several customers) then my rage exploded into tears! Not emotional tears but full blown anger tears! I eventually composed myself and apologised. .With my diazepam in hand!! :'(

      As this chemist is attached to my gp i thought I better speak to a doctor before the news travelled via the pharmacist!

      Gp wants me to start yet another antidepressant (3rd one in 7 months) no mention of tapering from one to the other. So I am meant to directly stop mirt and start venlafaxine in the morning! Sometimes I truly wonder if the doctors are as clued up on meds as much as we are!

      There's my rant for the day! So please keep posting us with your feelings and views♥

      God bless x

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      so glad your back on, was worried about you.

       

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