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First of all, I want to apologize about my english, it is my second language. I've been in an enormous stress for a month because of my health I am convinced that I have lymphoma or leukemia. I can't do any daily tasks because my thoughts are always about it. I've been crying everyday since I have noticed swollen lymph node on neck, It's very rubbery, sometimes painful when I swallow food, and it isn't noticeable from outside, but I can feel it. Then, short days after, I have noticed swollen lymph nodes in groin, and they are painful. It's not bumps, it's just like oval form. Then my palms and feet started sweating so much, I have never experienced nothing like this before. Frequently I feel cold, I have chills and fever, but it comes and goes away. Also, I have muscle jerks, sometimes I feel so tired, and my mom told me, because I have not noticed it, that I look skinner. I am nauseaous, dizzy. Every symptom is equal leukemia or lymphoma symptoms. I am literally going crazy and losing my mind, everyday and night I cannot stop crying and thinking that I might have cancer. And the problem is that I am from Europe and every hospital is shut down because of COVID-19, I have no idea when it will work properly and this also another reason why I am freaking out, I cannot check my health with doctors, it looks like everyday I notice something bad. Maybe I won't survive till quarantine is over. I am asking you to help me survive it, and maybe you have experienced something like this and have suggestions what should I do. Thank you.
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