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Before reading this please concider that english is not my native language and I'm only 14 years old.
I came to this site because I'm afraid to talk about this with anyone and I desperately need help.
I don't want to talk about things that are not important so I will just cut to the chase.
So , recently I have this wierd feeling that my life is not real , that this is all some sort of fake simulation, it is hard to describe it but I will give a short resume of how it all started.
It all started 3-5 days ago when my friend asked me if I want to play a game with him ,name of the game is "Guild Wars 2".
At 1st game was fun but later I had that feeling that I am "spatially limited".
After that, a weird idea came to my mind that everything is fake, people , stuff , everything ,that I am alone in this "simulation" , being watched by something.
I sometimes get some sort of anxiety attack or so , I'm getting more and more scared as day goes , for an example , in the morning I feel relief but during the night or late afternnon I get scared and confused , I've seen few topics on other forums and what I saw scared me even more , there is posibility that I might have schizophrenia, as far as I know no member of my family had history of mental sickness.
Other things that might effect:
Lack of sleep:I ussually can't fall asleep , I just think about random stuff.
Being a bit hypochondrisch [Sad] I honestly don't know how this would help but I put it here anyways).
Overthinking everything:As I said before , I just can't stop thinking about stuff, not for a single second.
I'm usually unsocial being.
Other important facts that might help
That weird feeling usually goes away if I don't think about it but comes soon after.
I feel suicidal from the moment that feeling came.
I again apologies for my bad english.
I will be greatfull for every reply I get.
And last but not least
If you can post links of other usefull stuff and topics that might help.
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