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Ok I need help I really dont know what will work I could cope with it when I was a little younger but now im getting older its getting worse. Maybe its becuase im in a job I have never enjoyed.Or maybe its bits of my unhappy past coming back. The hardest thing is having to pretend your happy in the job and in everyday life to the point I feel like a robot just living life but not a happy one. Maybe this will change soon or maybe this wont go away. To be honest I was a ex drug user to the point where I nearly died. My father is also using drugs could this also be why im in fear of going back to those days. My job is also linked to all of this you can probally guess what I do. I hope people that read this wont judge me, This is the first time I have openly spoke about the truth
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