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i have become a hermit i have not been out in 14 months im depressed and anxious all day and when i sleep i have the most horrid dreams i never get a break, doctor gave me venlafaxine im on week 3 of them i feel they help a little but its early days i suppose, i have been alone and depressed for so long i started to dislike the orld alot and i dont trust any one as they always seem to use me or abuse my kindness. i feel im at the end of my life thats it for me im just waiting to die. i long for a connection with some one but when i talk to people i just cant connect to them it feels empty, not sure what i am getting at just wanted to put my thoughts down. i used to have an amazing life i was a treee surgeon for 9 years had an amazing girlfriend and lots of friends but it all whent wrong and now im a no one a nothing just an other loser !!!
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