Losing all hope
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Hi so this is my story.
I was on Citalopram for 7 years and it suited me fine. Had difficult things happen in life this year and got to breaking point. GP changed my medication to Sertraline as she said she doesnt think im feeling the benefit from Citalopram anymore.
So for a week i took 25mg
Then upped to 50mg for a week
Im now on day 10 of 100mg.
The past week ive felt so bad if not worse than before. My anxiety is through the roof. Im suicidal and dont feel like this is ever going to end for me.
Went back go the GP today and was given an appointment with a locum doctor. She told me that the maximum dose is 100mg and i need to give it a few more weeks. She also have me 2mg of diazepam which i really dont want to take.
Now the leaflet for my Sertraline says the maximum dose is 200mg. I dont know who to trust anymore at my doctors. It took me so long to get my medication changed as my original doctor was agains it. HELP
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jay98357 emma67737
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Hi Emma. Sweetie don't lose hope. You are still at the very start of your sertaline journey. You need to give yourself about 6 weeks to feel the benefit.
I'm on 4 months now and feeling so much better. I still do take the odd diazipam but that's just because I have things going on at home which are out with my control. I always say what ever it takes to make you get there!
Try keep busy and push yourself to do things you used to enjoy. Drink alot.. no alcohol, camomile tea is great
Chin up and you can do this.. look for that silver lining
emma67737 jay98357
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pam01968 emma67737
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jay98357 emma67737
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You can do this hun. Stay strong and believe in yourself. You deserve to feel "normal" whatever that may be. Take it a day at a time.
I have been on so many over the years and hand on heart these are the best.. citalopram worked for abut 5 months then nothing but back to misery again. So I went from one to another. I think seraxat was the worst one for me. Sertaline have a good rep so believe in them and keep in contact with your gp.
We are all here. X
vanessa45115 emma67737
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200 is the max dose, I'm on 150. Sertraline makes it worse before you feel the benefits. Come to this forum however many times you feel you need to. We are all going through the same things and are happy to help. Keep at it, you will benefit in time.
pam01968 emma67737
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Pauljdme emma67737
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Hi Emma, I was also on citalipram that pooped out on me. Sertraline worked for me, it does take time to reach the level required for most, usually a month to two months. As for dosage I'm upto 200 mg in the depths of winter, so not too sure what your doc is on about, get a second opinion if it helps. All the best and God bless...
lauren_21564 emma67737
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I know this is hard. It's by far the hardest thing I have ever done. But it gets easier. You will get there. I know 100mg is NOT the highest dose but it also takes a while for any dose to level out. Take the diazepam if you need it! It will make things so much easier for you. Reach out whenever you need. We are all here for you!
rachel50640 emma67737
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Hi emma,i was on mirtazipine for 6 years than bam out the blue i started having severe anxiety to the point i thought i was having heart attacks,the symptoms got worse and worse over time to the point I couldn't function and i have a special needs son who needs round the clock care,my docs finally diagnosed anxiety and started me on proprananol which made me so unwell so switched to sertraline 25mg a day then i moved up to 50mg after 2 weeks,i lost 2 stone over 8 weeks from loss of appetite but it did start to help with my anxiety i'm trying to be patient as i know it takes a while for it to kick in fully and there are days that it gets too much but I won't let this illness beat me. Take each day at a time and know your not alone, i found diazepam really helped me on those first few days of increased dose, wish you all the best xx