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I've been under the mh team for over a year..first thry changed my medication which sent me into a rapid downward spiral..then they claimed I had personality disorder as a result of behaviour during the spiral. They then refused to give me any other medication and I was suffering for 3-4 months. At the time I had a fantastic GP who was so supportive and helpful. GP then got sick and has been for last 6 months. I have been seeing a therapist finally and a new GP - the theraist sessions I am not finding that helpful.
I saw the gp and she offered to ring the therapist to see his views on how it was going. Fast forward to my session and he tells me my gp is not used to seeing people as much as she has been seeing me and wants to cut down. He said it was only done as it was the "legacy" left by prebious gp. He then says thats why she called him. He said they discussed its the same pattern of me seeing them and that we need to limit reliance on services.
I felt mysrlf feeling upset and angry. Why couldnt she tell me herself? I felt she lied to me, claiming another reason for the call to me. I am also upset as I was worried I wouldnt have as much support from her if seeing him and she had previously told me both are important. She also told me previously they are there for support and I should not worry about people saying I'm too reliant on services
I feel I cannot trust her now and I certainly do not trust him. It makes me want to withdraw altogether from gp and mh team, who to be frank I feel have taken away the support of GP... Now I feel there is nowhere to turn.
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