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I worked as a nurse for 10 years.. long term care. Do to being understaffed and overworked .. I broke.
Had a major breakdown.. was also in an abussive relationship at the time. Left the job.. the guy.. showed up on mum and dads doorstep with a black eye and all of my stuff crammed in my car.
Been lost ever since.
Tried anti depressants.. 3 to he exact and none helped just made me want to kill myself more.
I'm from a family of over achievers. You can NOT fail!
My brother is a police sargent. Has won awards.. the whole bit.
I have been off for 2 years trying different medications and feeling worse with every one.
My latest adventure was trying to clean houses for minimum wage. I'm 42 btw and .. I came home in pain most days from carrying 3 vacume cleaners up and down stairs all day. Needless to say.. I respect the ladies that can do this job.. I got let go because I wasn't doing good enough. To be exact my boss let me off at the side of the road in minus 20 weather saying I suck.
I don't want to get out of bed.. I feel like .. if I can't even clean a house good enough to survive. what good am I?!?
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