LYMPHOMA ?

Hi,

Since Nov2013 I have been unwell. I remember in the beginning chest tightness, massive levels of fatigue and penetrating stiffness in both legs. I am still unwell Apr2014. Out of work, life falling apart basically, relationships strained. I am not as symptomatic but reallyt struggling, BUT I do fear I may have a form of lymphoma. The fatigue over my body is still very noticeable, prior to all this I was an endurance athlete and felt amazing. I cannot even force myself to train in any way my body just shits me down. I am looking for people that had lymphoma to tell me their symptoms before they got diagnosed and how long did this take. Did you feel like this prior to knwoing ?I did have some night sweats in the beginning but nothing recently. My left groin lymph node is swollen, has been like this for 4 weeks. I also have this real feeling that I am dying, like you just know something is not right, did any other lymphoma patients feel this way that they knew they had cancer ? This is important, I feel like there is not a lot of life in my body, and that mainly my heart is barely beating, the heart being the source of life in my view this is quite a worry for me, it's as if it's being suffocated. My emotions are almost non existent, I find it hard to laugh and find joy in the things I once did. I hope someone can shed some light on my problems. I also had poor circulation in hands and feel although it is not as bad. Thank you so much for reading and replying.

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