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So I have been starting to think or even realise that maybe I have always had an anxiety disorder there....For example I got my first panic attack at a library couple years ago and went through a phase of having mild anxiety ocd gay thoughts and thinking "What if I am gay"? I am not against homosexuality just so you know and I am fine with the fact I could be bi or a lesbian for the matter. However, I used to always get panic attacks revolving around those thoughts. They kind of lessened over time. 2 years ago I had severe anxiety around intrusive sexual thoughts that plummeted me into a spiral of sickness. After I got over the intrusive thoughts I found a hobby and a passion for reptiles! I was loving it, however I was always stresed thinking "What if they get MBD (which is a severe sickness that can develop in reptiles if not properly cared for). I was constantly asking all of my reptile friends about different behaviours/and or symptons my reptile has eg- Is it normal he has an open mouth, or that he toes don't stick flat to the ground blah, blah, blah! I would never get panic attacks over it though so I don't think that was anxiety, just more like worry...? Finally, I have health and social anxiety....Started few months ago. Is it normal for an axiety disorder to change/morph? Have I always had a genetic predisposition to anxiety and never realised this until now ?
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