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Hi everyone, ok so i'm only young but i have been taking mandy and pills since about october last year. Since then ive found myself doing it most weekends only as a bit of fun but when i think now i do crave it all the time. I dont go out unless their is mandy going because drinking seems no longer an option to me. The real problem is that on my birthday two weeks ago i was snorting lines of pills till about 4am from around 8pm and the next day i had 4 mandy bombs and a pill and both i just felt as normal but the second day i got extremely shakey hands while on it. I thought nothing of it and assumed it would go away but in the morning i found differently. I got off the bed and near collapsed on the floor. The two boys who were there were completely crashed out i couldnt wake them. Out of no where i burned up to what felt an abnormal temperature and was sweating and ready to vomit. I had a sore stomach and a strange feeling as though something was moving around, not too mention my whole body was shaking. The sweating cooled down and i became freezing cold this cycle continued for a good 15 minutes before i managed to stand up and get out the door. While walking my eyes kept going black and i felt faint. I made it home and recovered but the hand shaking never stopped. It has gone down considerably but still a week or so on i have slight shakes. I spoke to a friend who told me it sounds a lot like i have withdrawal symptoms?? Can i be addicted to mdma? is that possible? For the safety of myself ive stayed away from it since then but the craving for it is ridiculous. I never realised just how much i was taking until now when ive had to stop. Anyone give me some advice? Or tell me what is going on.
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