Mirtazapine Withdrawal
Posted , 2 users are following.
I have a history of addiction and anxiety and was on citalopram a few years ago. I had a nightmare time coming off citalopram and hoped I would never need to go on medication again. However, I was paid off from my job in May and had, what I realise now, a mid life crisis. I just felt myself sinking into a pit of hopelessness.
I went to see my doctor and the options were psychology or meds. I've been down the NHS psychology route and couldn't face it again, so I reluctantly agreed to go on meds, but stressed I didn't want citalopram again as coming off of them was terrifying.
I was put on mirtazapine which were supposed to be easier to withdraw from. Well, I took them for 3 months and they were a wonderful antidepressant, but I built up a tolerance to them very quickly and put on 2 stones. I got to the stage where I was going to have to up them to 45mg and I had to way up the consequences. I didn't want to put on more weight and build up more tolerance.
I decided that I had dealt with the mid life stuff, so I would come off meds and make a new start. I hate missing out on sleep, so I came off them gradually and 4 weeks ago stopped them altogether. I haven't slept all weekend and have been having attacks of intense rage. My eyes were popping out of my head at one stage and I was afraid of feeling like that.
The upshot is, coming off these is hell also. They say these pills are non addictive, who are they trying to kid. Granted, they got me through hell, but there is a heavey price to pay. I hope to god this is the last time I need to go through this.
0 likes, 14 replies
Guest
Posted
Been off mirtazapin for 5 weeks its been horrendous i felt so bad. So bad today i have finally taken some more didnt want to do it but couldnt stand it no more the anxiety was crazy did u have this reaction or do u think the deppression is back?
Guest
Posted
I haven't had a major panic attack for 4 years now since I did CBT. However, I'm not cured of anxiety. but certainly do not suffer from it the way I used to. I've also did some excellent work through a 12 step based program which has helped me to grow and mature.
I'm giving myself the permission to be a bit anxious and depressed until I'm free of the withdrawals, before I make a decision on whether the original depression has run its course or not. I wont hesitate to go back on meds if I need to, but going to try really hard through other non medication strategies to cope with life. I have a wonderful spiritual life which is helping me.
Guest
Posted
Guest
Posted
I've booked up for a retreat next week. Need to shut the world out for a few days and get a chance to process everything that has happened to me lately, then start a new chapter in my life.
Guest
Posted
Guest
Posted
As for insomnia, I seem to be getting a regular sleeping pattern now. I don't know much on that subject, but I'm sure there are forums dedicated to insomnia that will be helpful.
All the best
Guest
Posted
I know a job can be a problem,especially with no sleep for 3 weeks like me.I do evening classes for 3 hours a night,even that makes me feel worse.
Guest
Posted
So, still hanging in there and hoping not to go back on meds, but will if I have to. I'll just keep myself busy one day at a time. I hope this log is helping people out there.
danray0069
Posted
Guest
Posted
I'm still experiencing a protracted withdrawal from alcohol, very similar to protracted valium withdrawal. Low moods, nervous, intense feelings, headaches, constant ringing in my ears and generally feeling miserable. I'm sorry to hear that you are going through a similar hell.
I'm on my last day of week 6 of total abstinence from Mirt. Have slept well the past 2 nights. My feelings of rage have diminished to a kind of dull headache. I've put on 2 stones since starting Mirt. I weighed myself yesterday and decided it was time to take the weight off again. So went without my Saturday night binge last night. Good sign that my general mood is improving, cause if it wasn't, I would be giving a shit about my weight.
They said valium wasn't addictive when it came out, and now we know they are highly addictive. We seem to be follolwing the same pattern for antidepressants. People can't get off them because the brain has built up a tolerance to them. Don't get me wrong, they got me through hell, but there is a heavey price to be paid for it.
On a positive note, I do believe I'm through the worst of it now at around 6 weeks of complete abstinence. Hang in there buddy and get busy with your spiritual life. And if you don't believe, form your own conceptions.
danray0069
Posted
Guest
Posted
anxiety
sneezing / flu like symptoms with joint pain
aggression / rage / headaches
insomnia
and periods where I'm feeling o.k.
Symptoms come and go and progressively get weaker, but they just seem to keep lingering on. Definitely feel I'm through the worst of them now and my general outlook is improving.
Hang in there, your doing great.
Guest
Posted
Forced myself to walk 5 miles yesterday and it certainly did get me out of myself for a while.
Just want to get some closure on this chapter now and get on with my life. I'm 41 and life is slipping through my fingers.
Pooh_bear
Posted