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Okay well we have been together just over a year and it’s been tough just as any relationship has but this has gotten to the point ive took a break from him.
Currently well no for the last two to three weeks I’m having a bad depression and anxiety attack it’s not taking over my life as I seem to handle it but at points it destroys me like today. We just got into a big argument of him telling me it’s not his fault I’m depressive and negative and I’m the csyse etc blah blah and even though I’ve took full blame I have because I know some things are me, I’ve not been any way disrespectful towards him but he’s made me feel like a disgrace and a freak. I’ve been quiet and just took my time today with explaining I’m not okay but all he’s done is tell me I’m annoying, he doesn’t care if I break up with him again and he’s sick of being the blame for me being like this even though I’ve not blamed him and for the past 5 days I’ve told him how I felt and it’s not him I’ve did my best even though I can’t reassure myself I’ve tried to reassure him but my anxiety and depression constantly gets attacked by him or previously his family as they don’t understand, I’ve shown him posts, I’ve explsined until I’m crying and I’ve took breaks just so it doesn’t get worse but right now I just feel so crushed that someone I love has made me feel like I’m a freak for having a bad day. He constantly tells me I’m hard work and all I’ve asked for lately is a bit of comforting and extra love it seems like it was too much but I’ve got a lot on. I take time to help him more time than I have at times I do go out my way to ask him if he’s okay etc but it feels like when it gets tough he bolts from me and I’m left feeling more alone and insecure.
I don’t know if he’s good for me anymore but we seem to collide back together.
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