my boyfriend doesn't care about my mental state
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basically the past few weeks i've been bottling things up and it all exploded when we had an argument over silly things but because he has such a bad temper and gets violent at times (not to me) but he loses it and will take it all out on me which hurts me and led me to almost overdosing last night since i tried to tell him how i felt with everything that's going on in my shite life and he told me to "stop being so negative and annoying" and "shut up and stop making everything about suicide" and he said "you're dragging me down i don't want to know". He never wants to see me anymore but threatens to stalk me if i leave him. please help?
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hypercat lr30317
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Not sure you will like what I have to say but am going to say it anyway. It's only a matter of time before he will get violent with you so you need to get away as a matter of urgency. DO NOT put your safety at risk.
Can you go somewhere where he can't find you? Get yourself a panic alarm anyway and if he makes threats towards you then tell the police. LEAVE!!!! x
rose98416 lr30317
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Your anxiety will never get better whilst your in a toxic relationship. Anxiety and depression is a lonely place. Let alone being made to feel alone by someone you love. If he truly loved you would he push you away when you need him the most? No. Dont settle for someone or something because your scared to be alone. Sometimes being alone gives you time to heel and recover your broken parts
Negativity will not help your mental health and being made to feel guilty for having suicidal thoughts will also make you feel alone and anxious in itself. Get in touch with women's aid and ask for support and help. X