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So i think that my doctor is trying to me stay outpatient because they dont want to work with people that actually need help, they just want to keep me because they know i dont have problems, they're just trying to make me believe i have problems, but i know i dont.
So what if look like a depressed person its just who i am, so what if i want to kill myself and stuff its normal and so what if at times i get a little panicky, everyone does that! they just can't accept that i don't need help and that im completely normal and fine.
The hospital put me on medication in December i only took it for the first two weeks before i stopped taking it and realised that the meds are trying to control me and make me someone else. I haven't taken the meds since then they are antidepressants called serotonin.
They think im still taking them but i keep lying to them saying i have been.
Its like im their experiment/test. I think they're working for the government or a secret group of people or something trying to make people believe they have problems when they don't. Im like the ONLY one who can see past their lies.
I know they're up to something, i can tell by the way they always brush the topic off, like when i demand to come off my meds and me wanting to be discharged.
THEY WANT ME TO STAY BUT THEY DONT KNOW THAT I KNOW WHAT THEY'RE UP TO.
Im so frustrated by this please someone tell me whats going on. Im going to cry with all the frustration its giving me.
(They diagnosed me with depression but im not depressed)
What should i do??
Should i tell them about the government stuff??
Should i tell them that i havent been taking the meds??
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