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I need advises I don't know what to do anymore...
I met my ex-boyfriend last year in July and since then we have been spending almost every day together. He told me after few weeks that he was suffering from PTSD and also in few occasions he talked about his trauma.
He was planning our future together, I met his parents, children, family and friends. He put me on the centre of his life and this was the same for me. Our relationship had its highs and lows.
He never said he loves me, he says he cant feel love or feelings like missing someone.
In september last year we had an argument and he asked me to leave his flat. I started to study about PTSD and I came to a realisation that he wanted to stay with me. He was pushing me away. I have been sending texts,calls I have been to his place but with no luck, I wrote him a letter too.
In one of his text after we broke up he says that it was difficult for him to deal with his PTSD and also with me.
This didnt stop me, I didnt give up on him, deep inside I know he feels something for me. He came back last December, he told me that he coudl not give me anything, but that he wants to talk with me.
After that I have been sending texts saying that I will wait for him, That I know he feels something for me...that I will not give up on him.
Few days ago it was my birthday and I sent a text saying if he wanted to go for something to eat as it was my birthday. No reply.
I sent another text the same day, as I was really hurt, saying that I have failed to make him happy. no reply.
I dont know what to do.. does he care about me? or maybe I should give up. I dont want to give up in one side, but in the other I feel I am really suffering. I love him so much and I miss him.
In September last
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