My experience of zopiclone (down the rabbit hole)
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Hi my name is Margaret and I am a 35 year old housewife who is prescribed 3x 3.75mg zopiclone a nightand I would like to share with you the signs of an addiction silently creeping up in order someone might recognise where they are and stop the process( unlike I who was given no warning s at all and blundered in foolishly.)
My doctor failed to tel me on first prescribing zopiclone 1. THEY ARE HABIT FORMING PHYSIOLOGICALLY IF TAKEN DAILY FOR JUST A WEEK!!!4
Point 2 , THERE ARE STUDIES SHOWING REPEATED INFECTIONS OF THE BODY WHEN TAKEN LONG TERM DUE TO THE FACT THEY ARE THOUGHT TO DAMAGE IMMUNE RESPONSES. THIS DRUG IS EVEN THOUGHT TO CAUSE CANCERS DUE TO DECREASED IMMUNE FUNCTION IN THE BODY AND IS LINKED WITH EARLY DEATH IN PROLONGED USERS. ( I might add that a good majority Do end up long term users because the withdrawl symptoms are emotionally and physically intensel and because the pain of them is stopped instantly by taking the pills again
ZOPICLONE CAN PRODUCE PROTRACTED WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS THAT CAN LAST ON AND OFF FOR YEARS WITH NO CURE AND THIS SUBSEQUENTLY CAN CAUSE RELAPSE. People can suffer for years with the withdrawal syndrome repeating and relenting over time, neurologicaly everyone has a different brain and body system so it depends how a persons body reacts to recovery. Zopiclone are a direct assault on the central nervous system and the gamma receptors in our brain that regulate chemicals that are vital in helping you stay calm naturally or go to sleep. Sleep deprivation has been used as torture in the past for good reason. The withdrawal effects are not only felt at night but all day long as well which makes me personally stressed and unable to relax, twitchy and utterly depressed , craving the next dose for the relief that is in it.
ZOPICLONE PLAY HAVOC WITH EMOTIONS AND HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO MAKE PEOPLE DEPRESSED AND STRESSED
ZOPICLONE CAN WORSEN THE INSOMNIA THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HELPING WITH.
ECG MONITORING BRAIN ACTIVITY SHOWED PATIENTS ON ZOPICLONE HAD UNUSUAL BRAIN WAVE ACTIVITY INDICATING THE SLEEP PATTERN NEUROLOGICALLY WAS DIFFERENT FROM A NATURAL SLEEP THEREFORE THE PATIENT WAS NOT GETTING QUALITY REST.
This is just the effects bodily, the pain is just beginning for the trusting patient who initially finds the drug effective for insomnia and with the added bonus of feeling wonderfully relaxed and at peace before sleeping (better than any glass of wine one starts to notice).
All of the above are not the only evils this drug brings onto your body, they also have a terrible effect on the MIND.
I speak from experience of being on this drug for more than 5 yrs.
It started innocently and I did not abuse the drug or willfully set out to become a drug addict. I have usually got a strong sense of right and wrong . alcohol has never been a problem for me and I rated myself as fairy responsible in that I would not easily become addicted, how ever, addiction was not mentioned or the horrors above when i was prescribed this on repeat prescription for years! I was just given no info and I trusted my dr as I thought they had an understanding these days that gps do not prescribe addictive drugs since the vaium epidemic of the 50's, seems the lesson was not learned in some cases.
I now struggle with the embarrassment of visiting my gp to ask for this medicine which he does not want to prescribe. I feel I have lost all respect for myself and I no longer feel I am treated with the same respect as I was previously from the doctors. I have been honest and disclosed the fact I am addicted to these pills and this fall is so painfully felt in the completely different way I am treated now. I have become the enemy it almost seems. I have in desperation tried to have my prescription a few days earlier as I have ran out, never more than a few days but the doctors do not sympathise or even talk to me or offer counselling on this , instead I receive a humiliating letter being told off like a child threatened with expulsion. It always seems to look like I am the most deceitful person in the world conning drs , it is awful because I am an honest person with feelings . None of the drs take any responsibility that I did not end up this ill on my own, now it feels like this is totally my fault , even though I followed the instructions given and took no more or less. I find mysef now relegated to the status of junkie which is a killer blow to my self esteem.. Receptionists and pharmacists are wary and suspicious after reading the drug on the prescription, fine before but not after. The social judgement is the worst to take and I only take my pills at home and noone knows except immediate family and the people handling the prescriptions.
IF YOU FIND YOURSELF PRESCRIBED ANY DRUG IT WOULD ALWAYS BE MY ADVICE TO INVESTIGATE IMMEDIATELY BEFORE TAKING , ANY PILL OR DRUG FROM THE DR AS I ENDED UP HERE BECAUSE OF SIMPLY FOLLOWING THE DIRECTIONS GIVEN BY THE DOCTOR RELIGIOUSLY UNTIL i WAS ADDICTED.. I HOPE WHAT I HAVE RESEARCHED AND SHARED WILL HELP SOMEONE MAKE A GOOD DECISION. I ENCOURAGE ANYONE TO LEAVE ME A MESSAGE OR CONTACT ME AS I SADLY FEEL LIKE AN EXPERT IN THIS ZOPICLONE ADDICTION NOW SO ID BE HAPPY TO BE THERE FOR ANYONE IN THEIR STRUGGLE TOO. tAKE CARE X
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steve_44408
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dave88
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Of course the big test will be what happens in event of a crisis but I'll have to cross that bridge when I get there.
colette71120
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Just wanted to post that last night was first zop free night !!My journey to get off this drug started Dec 1,2013. It took a little longer than my original plan of being done by the end of Jan. I would just alter the length of taking the reduced dosage but never increased it . Everytime the dosage was decreased , I experience some anxiety and difficulty to get to sleep. Then I would wake up after 3 hrs sleep and struggled to get back to sleep. But things would settled down after a few days and get better.
I know for certain that I feel more alert in the mornings and my memory has improved big time! And it feels so good not to get that 'look' from the pharmacist , making me feel terrible for having to take those sleeping pills! Now I can begin the third chapter of my life , knowing that I got rid of a potentially deadly habit .( Cancer causing, motor vehicles accidents etc. )
This forum has been fantastic and quite a few of you have already kicked this habit , some of you are in the process ...great to hear! Keep at it and keep posting .
jaw444
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jaw444
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Now, it's just me and the Ambien. i haven't officially started on it yet, but i am savoring the rewards of the absence of zop, which are improved energy and focus, despite the Ambien, and increased optimism, and being able to walk into the doctor's office ands pharmacy just getting the one medication rather than both, that feels so good. Anyway, i appreciate you relating how your process goes. There's so much to learn from how people adapt creatively.
btw, an hour ago was 2 1/2 days since i last had zop--according to a pharmacist who wrote on the web, because zop has an elimination half life of 6 hours, it takes 60 hours to eliminate it from plasma to a point where it doesn't have any significant impact on the body. That 2 1/2 days ended for me an hour ago tonight, bye bye
colette71120
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Yahoo !! You did it much faster than me !! What a break through you had ! You're on the right track my girl , congrats on being zop free!
lljwagg
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jaw444
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I am going to try to find other ways, non medication ways. Like you say, the melatonin related meds are not addictive, or so they say, and from what i understand, they are short acting, they can get you to sleep, but they aren't designed to keep you asleep, but it can be helpful sometimes just to get to sleep. I read about side effects. There can be some, i don't know what percent of people get them. This gives me good motivation to try alternatives, mainly neurofeedback is highest on my list, still researching. i just feel so optimistic, stopping the zopiclone made such a difference, hard to put into words, but being on two meds was like a roadblock, psychologically.
When i went off of diazepam cold turkey, i had been taking it for 20 years, and was recently up from 10-15mg to 25-30mg, this is a lot less than what i found was defined medically as "addiction." But when i went off it, it was 1993 and all i knew about going cold turkey off of drugs was what i saw in the movies about heroin, and Jack Lemmon going off alcohol in The Days of Wine and Roses. Horrible, but time limited, a matter of days. So, i was somewhat psychologically prepared for that or for whatever, thinking "I will just go through it and be done."I knew i wasn't going to sleep, i didn't expect to sleep at all, i had no confidence or belief in my ability to sleep without it. But i did sleep the first night, maybe a couple of hours, which surprised me and really made me feel free of it, never turning back. Sleep was less the next night i think, less than an hour, yet i had thought i wouldn't sleep at all, so i was still pleased with this, though getting tired, and then, the other withdrawal symptoms were pretty intense, they didn't really get underway until the third day or late into the second day, and they included twitching muscles or nerves, especially in my upper arms, and other twitching or sudden jerks, and i was seeing things out of the corners of my eyes that weren't there, and i saw bugs crawling on me at times, i knew they weren't real, i just thought, wow, interesting. I was getting anxious, irritable and wondering how long this part was going to last. I asked my pharmacist and he said the average was 2 weeks. This made me feel better because until i got this info, i was afraid it would never end, or go on indefinitely, there was something reassuring about having a professional talk about it clinically, without the emotion i was feeling, and just respond matter of factly, it made me feel like i was part of some data base and there were reality-limits to what was going to happen. The 4th day was the same as the third, maybe more, both those days there was sweating and feeling cold. and late in the 4th day, the sweat broke while drinking chrysanthemum tea (Chinese) and after that, it all began going away, it never got that bad again, i could tell it was over, it was ending. Difficulty sleeping continued for a long time, there would be some good days, and then there would be a string of bad days, in a repeating cycle, and that's how i ended up on the Ambien, my doctor prescribed it when i reported on not enough sleep, but i only started using it very very gradually because i was so happy to be off Diazapam and didn't want to put other things in my system, i wanted to detox thoroughly and be clean and healthy, no more toxic meds. i wanted my memory back.
The symptoms you report going off the Lorazapam cold turkey sound a lot worse than what i had with the Diazapam, unbearable. i don't know what dose you were up to. i never had the stomach cramps or shakes, and didn't never lost my appetite. i was taking care of my 9 year old daughter as a single parent, and i was pleased with how i was able to manage that, i bought her A LOT of TV dinners and bought my food ready made from the cafe and the health food store market downstairs from my apartment. Fortunately, i was on a two week vacation from full time job so it worked out pretty well.
While going off Zopiclone and Zolpidem and similar is so hard when you're habituated, i can testify to that because i've procrastinated doing it for a year and when i first started tapering off zopiclone, i was SO scared and having really negative expectations, i couldn't even face it much less do it, i do believe generally they are not as strong or as complicated to go off as the benzos like Loraz and Diaz are. At least that's how it's seemed to me, and from what i've read, they seem to be somewhat less addictive on the anxiety side. They're addictive on the sleep side, but don't really treat anxiety the way benzos do, so i think you're mainly dealing with the sleep dependency in going off them, but not so much the physical addiction of the anxiety parts of the brain (gaba receptors?), so most of the anxiety some of us get when going off the Z drugs is more thought-related than physical. maybe.
Anyway, thanks for sharing your experiences with negotiating these paths, it's so helpful.
dave88
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colette71120
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Can you go more into detail about the melatonin ? How did it affect you negatively? What does tripping in your sleep mean? And do you know why melatonin is banned in the UK? I'm from Canada and we can get it over the counter. I'm presently taking 1, 10 mg dual action timed release capsule at bedtime. I think this will be something that I'll have to phase out in the next few months. I guess every pill we take has some side effects. Some are just better researched than others. This is what scares me with melatonin because it has not been widely researched. It does say to consult a health care practitioner on the bottle so that probably tells us something right there. But if all the GP's out there are willing to prescribe all the other medications even when they know they are harmful to us, I doubt they will say anything negative about taking melatonin for as long as we want to . Thanks in advance for your help!
lljwagg
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dave88
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Melatonin was only discovered in 1958 so its use is really still in its infancy.
I found Melatonin to cause the dreams to be so realistic that it was like being in a cartoon and I rather embarrassingly woke up shouting kicking and punching several times when using it with the hallucinations continuing for some time after I woke up.
I understand that what might be part of this commonly reported problem could be the dosage. The standard 3mg dose seems to be an arbitrary figure that has always existed with no trials to determine it. Research has suggested that a tenth of this figure would do the same job.
Melatonin is produced by the pineal gland in darkness and destroyed by light and is commonly used to adjust for jet lag. The stuff you can buy is synthetic as the only other source is from the brains of cattle with all the associated risks.
Dave - SIX DAYS ZOPICLONE FREE!
steve_44408
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dave88
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I appreciate that one means won't fit all but I am having fantastic success using the Diazepam crossover method. I tried this in the past substituting half the Zopiclone amount with equal Diazepam but never had much luck. This time I loaded myself up with 10mg of Diazepam on the first night and haven't had any Zopiclone since. I never ever thought I would see the day when I came off it.
After nine nights Zopiclone free I have now tapered the Diazepam down to 4mg and am confident that this will be down to 2mg by next week.
In the meanwhile I am sleeping like I haven't slept in years. Head goes on pillow and gone withing 30 minutes. Waking up 8:30 with a clear head too.
Dave - NINE DAYS ZOPICLONE FREE
jaw444
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My only need from these meds is sleep, i don't have anxiety, not of a kind i would think of taking medication for. I could probably use diazepam for a crossover to go off the Ambien, i have started out at about 27mg per night, in two doses. But i have easily cut my morning dose from 10mg to 7mg so i will play this out and see how far it will go, i'm sleeping well enough that i'm not tired during the day, i wake up refreshed, even though it seems i don't sleep "enough" hours (i can't keep a count anymore, too amnestic) and i usually wake at least once in the night and am sometimes up for quite a while because i won't take the second dose until it's been 5 hours since the bedtime dose, to avoid tolerance (it works, for me).
I can't complain about sleep. So as long as sleep is still OK as i cut down the Ambien, i will see how far i can go. It makes sense to do a crossover to diazepam because of the longer half life. While in a sense, i have used Ambien as a crossover drug, because it has even a shorter half life than Zopiclone, the analogy only goes as far as using one drug to prevent withdrawal symptoms from the other one. it's always an option to consider Diazapam, it makes sense to change to a different drug and then taper off of it because you are not used to that drug, your body is new to it, and if you've only been taking it a few weeks, it should be easier to withdraw from it than a medication you've been taking for years.