My experience of zopiclone (down the rabbit hole)
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Hi my name is Margaret and I am a 35 year old housewife who is prescribed 3x 3.75mg zopiclone a nightand I would like to share with you the signs of an addiction silently creeping up in order someone might recognise where they are and stop the process( unlike I who was given no warning s at all and blundered in foolishly.)
My doctor failed to tel me on first prescribing zopiclone 1. THEY ARE HABIT FORMING PHYSIOLOGICALLY IF TAKEN DAILY FOR JUST A WEEK!!!4
Point 2 , THERE ARE STUDIES SHOWING REPEATED INFECTIONS OF THE BODY WHEN TAKEN LONG TERM DUE TO THE FACT THEY ARE THOUGHT TO DAMAGE IMMUNE RESPONSES. THIS DRUG IS EVEN THOUGHT TO CAUSE CANCERS DUE TO DECREASED IMMUNE FUNCTION IN THE BODY AND IS LINKED WITH EARLY DEATH IN PROLONGED USERS. ( I might add that a good majority Do end up long term users because the withdrawl symptoms are emotionally and physically intensel and because the pain of them is stopped instantly by taking the pills again
ZOPICLONE CAN PRODUCE PROTRACTED WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS THAT CAN LAST ON AND OFF FOR YEARS WITH NO CURE AND THIS SUBSEQUENTLY CAN CAUSE RELAPSE. People can suffer for years with the withdrawal syndrome repeating and relenting over time, neurologicaly everyone has a different brain and body system so it depends how a persons body reacts to recovery. Zopiclone are a direct assault on the central nervous system and the gamma receptors in our brain that regulate chemicals that are vital in helping you stay calm naturally or go to sleep. Sleep deprivation has been used as torture in the past for good reason. The withdrawal effects are not only felt at night but all day long as well which makes me personally stressed and unable to relax, twitchy and utterly depressed , craving the next dose for the relief that is in it.
ZOPICLONE PLAY HAVOC WITH EMOTIONS AND HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO MAKE PEOPLE DEPRESSED AND STRESSED
ZOPICLONE CAN WORSEN THE INSOMNIA THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HELPING WITH.
ECG MONITORING BRAIN ACTIVITY SHOWED PATIENTS ON ZOPICLONE HAD UNUSUAL BRAIN WAVE ACTIVITY INDICATING THE SLEEP PATTERN NEUROLOGICALLY WAS DIFFERENT FROM A NATURAL SLEEP THEREFORE THE PATIENT WAS NOT GETTING QUALITY REST.
This is just the effects bodily, the pain is just beginning for the trusting patient who initially finds the drug effective for insomnia and with the added bonus of feeling wonderfully relaxed and at peace before sleeping (better than any glass of wine one starts to notice).
All of the above are not the only evils this drug brings onto your body, they also have a terrible effect on the MIND.
I speak from experience of being on this drug for more than 5 yrs.
It started innocently and I did not abuse the drug or willfully set out to become a drug addict. I have usually got a strong sense of right and wrong . alcohol has never been a problem for me and I rated myself as fairy responsible in that I would not easily become addicted, how ever, addiction was not mentioned or the horrors above when i was prescribed this on repeat prescription for years! I was just given no info and I trusted my dr as I thought they had an understanding these days that gps do not prescribe addictive drugs since the vaium epidemic of the 50's, seems the lesson was not learned in some cases.
I now struggle with the embarrassment of visiting my gp to ask for this medicine which he does not want to prescribe. I feel I have lost all respect for myself and I no longer feel I am treated with the same respect as I was previously from the doctors. I have been honest and disclosed the fact I am addicted to these pills and this fall is so painfully felt in the completely different way I am treated now. I have become the enemy it almost seems. I have in desperation tried to have my prescription a few days earlier as I have ran out, never more than a few days but the doctors do not sympathise or even talk to me or offer counselling on this , instead I receive a humiliating letter being told off like a child threatened with expulsion. It always seems to look like I am the most deceitful person in the world conning drs , it is awful because I am an honest person with feelings . None of the drs take any responsibility that I did not end up this ill on my own, now it feels like this is totally my fault , even though I followed the instructions given and took no more or less. I find mysef now relegated to the status of junkie which is a killer blow to my self esteem.. Receptionists and pharmacists are wary and suspicious after reading the drug on the prescription, fine before but not after. The social judgement is the worst to take and I only take my pills at home and noone knows except immediate family and the people handling the prescriptions.
IF YOU FIND YOURSELF PRESCRIBED ANY DRUG IT WOULD ALWAYS BE MY ADVICE TO INVESTIGATE IMMEDIATELY BEFORE TAKING , ANY PILL OR DRUG FROM THE DR AS I ENDED UP HERE BECAUSE OF SIMPLY FOLLOWING THE DIRECTIONS GIVEN BY THE DOCTOR RELIGIOUSLY UNTIL i WAS ADDICTED.. I HOPE WHAT I HAVE RESEARCHED AND SHARED WILL HELP SOMEONE MAKE A GOOD DECISION. I ENCOURAGE ANYONE TO LEAVE ME A MESSAGE OR CONTACT ME AS I SADLY FEEL LIKE AN EXPERT IN THIS ZOPICLONE ADDICTION NOW SO ID BE HAPPY TO BE THERE FOR ANYONE IN THEIR STRUGGLE TOO. tAKE CARE X
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christine201
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And John, I'd forgotten about the metallic taste from zopiclone. While I didn't have it as bad as you, I do remember that awful taste & how it made my breath really stink! I also remember that I had to make sure to swallow the pill quickly because of the bitter, metallic taste, & always sucked a peppermint afterwards or cleaned my teeth. I don't think my teeth felt strange, but I remember my gums aching. I didn't associate that with the zopiclone at the time, though, as I was more concerned with the other side effects I was suffering from. I hope your teeth get back to normal, as that would be a terrible feeling. I'm amazed that you were able to sleep quite well after 4 days off zopiclone. I had 6 horrific nights, made worse by having the flu and a severe chest infection. I couldn't lay down at all because my chest hurt so bad, right across my shoulders. To lay down was agony. Coughing was agony. I was also having very bad tummy pains due to a bowel prolapse & other bowel problems & waiting for the hospital to book me in for an op to fix these. At the same time, I was also coming off valium cold turkey, my beautiful 17 yo cat was going downhill and we had to get her put down, so I was grieving for her as she was my 'baby'. I found the strength somehow, through prayer, meditation, trying to eat healthy food, though I had no appetite & couldn't eat much anyway because I'd get unbearable tummy pains. Looking back, I now believe a lot of my bowel troubles were yet another side effect of zopiclone, seeing as how you, John, are having trouble in that area with your anal fissures, and because I only began having bowel problems since starting on zopiclone. I wonder! I took herbal remedies I mentioned in my other posts. Vervain & green tea was really good for calming. Magnesium, calcium etc. Anyway, after those 6 sleepless, agonizing nights, I too, began to sleep more peacefully & without waking in the morning with a hangover feeling & terrible anxiety. Since stopping zopiclone & I've never felt better, mentally & physically! I think mental anguish is far worse than the physical problems, as the fear & depression are so crippling & paralyzing. Well, I congratulate you John for being so strong in getting off zopiclone. Wishing you the best with getting your anal fissures fixed. I hope you're being treated for it. And Jaw, I'm looking forward to hearing how you go in the New year with your Alpha-stim & tackling your weaning or stopping this horrible medication.
dean725
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john92161
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gurd3112
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New to this thread, I have been trying to search on Google for zoplicone withdrawal and came across this site and have been reading some of the discussion threads which I have found very useful.
Some background information.
I was subscribed zoplicone from my doctor 5 years ago as I was going through a divorce and was having trouble sleeping.
My dose was 7.5mg and I was subscribed this for a number of years. My doctor did however reduce this dosage to 3.5mg 2 years ago and then stopped subscribing me this medication all of a sudden.
As I could not sleep I started ordering the Zopiclone off an internet site and have been doing so ever since.
I have however reduced the dosage to ½ a tablet of 3.75mg, for the past 6-7 months but still have some difficulty staying a sleep during the night.
I am determined to stop taking this drug as soon as possible, however I need some help and guidance as to how I should do this.
As the dosage is small should I taper off the drug and if so how do I do this as I can not cut the tablet any smaller with the correct degree of accuracy.
I have in the past six months been suffering from acid reflux and slight vertigo which by reading the posts on this thread might be due to the zopiclone as the doctors cannot find anything else.
I have approached my doctor’s surgery for some advice and guidance but as my doctor has retired I seem to have a new doctor every time I go and don’t seem to spend more than 5 minutes there. All they say is take them on alternate days and then come off them completely, easier said than done.
I would be very grateful for your comments and suggestions.
Many Thanks
Gurd
colette71120
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So happy that you have found this site because it is helpful to be able to dialogue with people that are having some of the same issues we share.
I have been able to cut my zops in quarters and am now taking 3/4 everynite since Dec 1 , with the intention of doing this for a total of 3 weeks, then I will take 1/2 for another 3 weeks , then down to 1/4 for 3 weeks and be done with zoplicone forever! I have the 7.5 mg. I am doing this for better long term health . I was noticing that my short term memory was really bad and I just can't remember my words which is really embarrassing at times so I have become a social recluse. Plus some say that zops are really bad for your immune system thus causing cancer and many people have had motor vehicle accidents etc ( I had an accident in 2007 ) wondering if it had something to do with the zoplicone.
Plus as we can read in the above blogs there are many more side effects. Everybody is different.
So I personally think that you are right in that you can't reduce your dosage any more . Make yourself a plan. Perhaps you could take melatonin at bedtime, drink a couple cups of Valerian tea, no TV or internet past 8pm ,no caffeine after noon, find yourself a book on relaxation and sleeping ( some have cd's to help you go to sleep) etc and just throw the zops out , no more, done.....
Perhaps the biggest issue we all have is that we don't like the idea of not sleeping and being tired the next day but I do think the body will take care of itself if we give it a chance..After 3 or 4 nites of not sleeping , and if we try to do the right things , sleep will come and we will survive!!
Love getting emails from you guys , so let me know how you are doing and John how are you doing?
Many thanks as you are all helping me get off this poison that I have been on for the past 10 yrs. I'm 59 and hoping to make it to 89!! My mom is 86 and still going strong!!
Colete
gurd3112
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Thank you for reply
I will be trying your suggestions as soon as I can
Do you think I should taper from 1/2 tablet of 3.75mg
As I am taking now or just stop them completely
Many thanks
jaw444
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Gurd--you have made great progress, being down to less than 2 mg after being on it for 10 years! Some people just stop and deal with the symptoms of withdrawal, which is generally mostly difficulty with sleep, and in time, the symptoms of withdrawal subside, and in my experience going off 20 years of diazepam, the symptoms of being on the drug subside really fast, and while i did not sleep as much as i would like for a really long time, i was always glad to be off the medication had been dependent on. But because of wanting more sleep, that's how i got onto the Z drugs, zoplidem and zopiclone, very gradually, only occasionally at first, but stressful life conditions led to more frequent use and voila--habituated big time.
Still, i know i can get off. I just need to accept not sleeping as much as i would like, as Colete was saying, and i haven't accepted it yet, need to be ready, where the value of getting free of the meds is stronger than the value of enjoying the sleep. I am hoping for after the holidays and the house guests.
Where you're at now, if you can't cut the pills anymore, it sounds like your only choices are to continue taking the medication or to stop and go through the process. If you want to keep cutting down, have you tried asking your surgery if they can prescribe it in liquid form, you can go to a compounding pharmacy and get liquid meds and reduce them more gradually, there are people who do that, they buy stuff to measure it with and do what they need to do. it's too tedious for me, i think. I've never been great with numbers and measuring precisely, and tend to be impatient, so i imagine i will try cutting the zolpiclone 7.5 into quarters and taking 3/4 and going down weekly by a quarter, and then when i'm off of it, i will just be on zolpidem and i will come up with a plan when i see what that's like. If i'm still sleeping ok, i will probably stabilize until i can get psyched up for phase 2, but if i'm not sleeping after getting off the zopiclone, i might just cut the zolpidem down fast or cold turkey and see what happens.
It's not easy at any dosage or we wouldn't be taking it. good luck, you have done so well so far, no one can take that away.
Wendl
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Personally ,I would reduce the dose gradually even on 3.75mg.
I know that is what I should be doing,although I have not managed to stick to it so far.
My New Year's Resoloution will be to be free of Zopiclone.
Lots of luck.
colette71120
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Jaw444 has another idea and that would be to try a compounding pharmacy that could reduce the dose of the drug ever so slightly . I don't have access to one of those pharmacies in my city so I chose just to cut mine.
So taper off for 3 weeks, have positive attitude, know that you are doing this for a better, healthier you ! Because what happens with any drug is that they lose their potency and you eventually end up taking more and more of it. Not good!! Hope this all helps?!
Good luck Jaw & Wendi. Keep us updated! And hopefully we will all be zoplicone free in the New Year!
gurd3112
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Thank you for all your replies they have been a great
Help
It's wonderful to know that there are people out there who are
Willing to help and listen
Thank you
I'm just slightly scared of how long the withdrawal symptoms
Might take to subside would anyone have any idea
Also if I'm tapering from 3.75mg how long should I take to taper
I. E 3 weeks or longer
Thanks once again
christine201
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colette71120
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jaw444
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Z drugs have really short half-lives. Zopliclone is about 6 hours, so in two or three days, it's gone, it's out of your body. then your system just needs to re-adapt to life without it. That's the part that can take several days, possibly more, everyone is different, but it's not forever. Progress is continuous. When i went off the Valium, the first two days weren't bad, i was thinking "This isn't so bad." I did not get much sleep, but otherwise, no big deal, i functioned during the day ok, fortunately on vacation from work but i was a single mom, my daughter was 9, i was functioning, cooking, tidying up, shopping etc. Then, on the third day, it got more intense, i think the sleep might have actually been a little better, but other symptoms, sweating was one, off and on, and feeling kind of shaky, having occasional arm or muscle twitches, seeing things that weren't there out of the corners of my eyes, and most of all, just tension, and irritability, got pretty intense, and on the 4th day, same thing, and i was starting to think, when is this going to stop?? But then, it did stop, later on the 4th day, really noticeable, it died down and it lingered over the next days, but way better and not a big thing. Valium has a really long half life, something like 30 days, at least, and that was not bad as far as how long it lasted. I used it for 20 years before stopping and was up to 3X the recommended dose in the final month (tolerance). I am hoping the two Z drugs i'm taking will be easier to go off than Valium, and it was not that bad except for a couple of days, and still far fro the worst thing i've ever gone through. My main complication right now is that i'm taking two different medications, that is confusing for me, but it's still Z drugs, not benzos. Z drugs are less complicated, they affect fewer neuro receptors. So i'm hopeful about that.
i think that the lower your dose that you're on, the smoother it's probably going to go and the shorter the re-adustment period will be.
gurd3112
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I have 2 weeks off in the new year so will be
Stopping in the new year and having the 2 weeks
Hopefully recover
Will be never touching these again ever
Thanks once again
Gurd
dean725
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I'll keep everyone posted on the progress and whether or not its just a fluke,but as of now the device seems to be doing its job.I'll give it a week then i'll start halving the mirtazapine.