My experience of zopiclone (down the rabbit hole)
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Hi my name is Margaret and I am a 35 year old housewife who is prescribed 3x 3.75mg zopiclone a nightand I would like to share with you the signs of an addiction silently creeping up in order someone might recognise where they are and stop the process( unlike I who was given no warning s at all and blundered in foolishly.)
My doctor failed to tel me on first prescribing zopiclone 1. THEY ARE HABIT FORMING PHYSIOLOGICALLY IF TAKEN DAILY FOR JUST A WEEK!!!4
Point 2 , THERE ARE STUDIES SHOWING REPEATED INFECTIONS OF THE BODY WHEN TAKEN LONG TERM DUE TO THE FACT THEY ARE THOUGHT TO DAMAGE IMMUNE RESPONSES. THIS DRUG IS EVEN THOUGHT TO CAUSE CANCERS DUE TO DECREASED IMMUNE FUNCTION IN THE BODY AND IS LINKED WITH EARLY DEATH IN PROLONGED USERS. ( I might add that a good majority Do end up long term users because the withdrawl symptoms are emotionally and physically intensel and because the pain of them is stopped instantly by taking the pills again
ZOPICLONE CAN PRODUCE PROTRACTED WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS THAT CAN LAST ON AND OFF FOR YEARS WITH NO CURE AND THIS SUBSEQUENTLY CAN CAUSE RELAPSE. People can suffer for years with the withdrawal syndrome repeating and relenting over time, neurologicaly everyone has a different brain and body system so it depends how a persons body reacts to recovery. Zopiclone are a direct assault on the central nervous system and the gamma receptors in our brain that regulate chemicals that are vital in helping you stay calm naturally or go to sleep. Sleep deprivation has been used as torture in the past for good reason. The withdrawal effects are not only felt at night but all day long as well which makes me personally stressed and unable to relax, twitchy and utterly depressed , craving the next dose for the relief that is in it.
ZOPICLONE PLAY HAVOC WITH EMOTIONS AND HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO MAKE PEOPLE DEPRESSED AND STRESSED
ZOPICLONE CAN WORSEN THE INSOMNIA THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HELPING WITH.
ECG MONITORING BRAIN ACTIVITY SHOWED PATIENTS ON ZOPICLONE HAD UNUSUAL BRAIN WAVE ACTIVITY INDICATING THE SLEEP PATTERN NEUROLOGICALLY WAS DIFFERENT FROM A NATURAL SLEEP THEREFORE THE PATIENT WAS NOT GETTING QUALITY REST.
This is just the effects bodily, the pain is just beginning for the trusting patient who initially finds the drug effective for insomnia and with the added bonus of feeling wonderfully relaxed and at peace before sleeping (better than any glass of wine one starts to notice).
All of the above are not the only evils this drug brings onto your body, they also have a terrible effect on the MIND.
I speak from experience of being on this drug for more than 5 yrs.
It started innocently and I did not abuse the drug or willfully set out to become a drug addict. I have usually got a strong sense of right and wrong . alcohol has never been a problem for me and I rated myself as fairy responsible in that I would not easily become addicted, how ever, addiction was not mentioned or the horrors above when i was prescribed this on repeat prescription for years! I was just given no info and I trusted my dr as I thought they had an understanding these days that gps do not prescribe addictive drugs since the vaium epidemic of the 50's, seems the lesson was not learned in some cases.
I now struggle with the embarrassment of visiting my gp to ask for this medicine which he does not want to prescribe. I feel I have lost all respect for myself and I no longer feel I am treated with the same respect as I was previously from the doctors. I have been honest and disclosed the fact I am addicted to these pills and this fall is so painfully felt in the completely different way I am treated now. I have become the enemy it almost seems. I have in desperation tried to have my prescription a few days earlier as I have ran out, never more than a few days but the doctors do not sympathise or even talk to me or offer counselling on this , instead I receive a humiliating letter being told off like a child threatened with expulsion. It always seems to look like I am the most deceitful person in the world conning drs , it is awful because I am an honest person with feelings . None of the drs take any responsibility that I did not end up this ill on my own, now it feels like this is totally my fault , even though I followed the instructions given and took no more or less. I find mysef now relegated to the status of junkie which is a killer blow to my self esteem.. Receptionists and pharmacists are wary and suspicious after reading the drug on the prescription, fine before but not after. The social judgement is the worst to take and I only take my pills at home and noone knows except immediate family and the people handling the prescriptions.
IF YOU FIND YOURSELF PRESCRIBED ANY DRUG IT WOULD ALWAYS BE MY ADVICE TO INVESTIGATE IMMEDIATELY BEFORE TAKING , ANY PILL OR DRUG FROM THE DR AS I ENDED UP HERE BECAUSE OF SIMPLY FOLLOWING THE DIRECTIONS GIVEN BY THE DOCTOR RELIGIOUSLY UNTIL i WAS ADDICTED.. I HOPE WHAT I HAVE RESEARCHED AND SHARED WILL HELP SOMEONE MAKE A GOOD DECISION. I ENCOURAGE ANYONE TO LEAVE ME A MESSAGE OR CONTACT ME AS I SADLY FEEL LIKE AN EXPERT IN THIS ZOPICLONE ADDICTION NOW SO ID BE HAPPY TO BE THERE FOR ANYONE IN THEIR STRUGGLE TOO. tAKE CARE X
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dean725
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As I said in an earlier post I was prescribed mine after a major traumer,I was asked If I needed anything to make me sleep,so I asked for tamazepam,which I was refused because they are addictive (i had been prescribed these in the eighties and after finishing a three shift work pattern i was able to give them up,) I was given zopiclone because they were non addictive or so i was told.
As said earlier in the thread i am now totally unable to relax and fall asleep naturally.
I am seriously considering talking to a solicitor on the matter,whats everyones view on this?
Wendl
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I was originally prescribed them by my doctor in London in 1996/7 and was definately told they were Non
addictive, but in the last few years some doctors (Local GP in Surrey) are much more aware of the side
effects etc.
I don't think that some doctors monitor patients enough and it seems easy to get repeat prescriptions on a
regular basis.In my case it was the local pharmacist who alerted the doctor,as at the time I was having
prescriptions filled too often by the doctor.I am still hoping to find a local doctor around here who I have
confidence in,but it is not easy.They will tell you to come off the pills when it is much too late and you are
already too dependant on them.
I am still trying to stop Zopiclone,and have great difficulty doing so,but the only time I am free from worries
that keep me awake all night is when I take one 7.50.
I get nasty withdrawal symptoms when I try to stop.
jaw444
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in my case, i made the mistake of adding Zolpiclone to my Zolpidem habit, taking now a Z drug cocktail, which has been very effective in getting me to sleep at night, 7.5mg Zopiclone, 10 mg regular Zolpidem, and 6 or 7 mg of Extended release Zolpidem. In return for getting to sleep fast, i pay a price of feeling depressed every night that i am again and again poisoning myself, giving myself cancer, making it so i'm unsafe to drive my car, impairing myself in so many ways, , making myself depressed. And yet, not able to shift my perspective to say "OK, this isn't worth it, time to start cutting down on these things.
Last night was a huge milestone for me, a baby step but a step--after fearing it to the point of almost terror, scaring myself with irrational distorted thoughts about the consequences of giving up the toxic kind of sleep i'm getting from this nasty brew.
Last night, not planned but impulsively, in a depressed frame of mind, so frustrated with myself for being afraid to stop taking it, i got out my pill cutter and wanted to see how well a Zolpiclone tablet cuts. It actually cut surprisingly well for such a small pill. i cut it in quarters. With huge trepidation, pessimism is too mild a term, i took only 3/4 for the Zopiclone, along with the 10mg Zolpidem and the 6.5mg Zolpidem. I told myself ruefully that i was not going to be able to sleep, i was sure of it. I would just have to take more meds to get to sleep later after finding i can't sleep on 1/4 less Zop. But i slept, i slept good, from around 12:15 til around 4:15. i laid there for an hour, seeing if i could go back to sleep. i had some good yawns. But i have some other discomforts unrelated that keep me awake which the sleep medications help knock me out in spite of, and that was interfering. So, now i have taken about 7.5mg ambient to try to get back to sleep. That hasn't worked so i'm going to take a little more, but that might not work either and if not, i won't take more after that, i will just survive a night of 4 hours sleep, the dreaded "not enough sleep" day to follow.
i just feel really good because i finally got the courage to cut down one of these meds, my plan has always been to go off Zopiclone first. I've been taking it nightly for about a year and a half. The whole process of going off the meds has been complicated for me conceptually and in planning it, because of taking three different medications, zop plus two versions of zolpidem. That makes it a lot more confusing than just simply getting off one. At least it's made it hard to get started.
But i am starting now!even if i don't make linear progress in the beginning, i know now, finally, that can and will do it. Cheers!!
jaw444
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dean725
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So i started again two days ago,when i'm using it i have it at about 75% and feel a little light headed especially when i'm walking,it is simular to the feeling you get when on a ferry,thats probably the best way i can describe it.So far there hasnt really been any significant change in my 'relaxation',i honestly dont feel any different.However i will be persivering and will report back in a couple or so days.
I'm begining to wonder if i'll ever feel relaxed again,it just does not happen anymore,the doctors (gp's) havnt really got a clue,they try and tell me its depression/anxiety but it isnt,not as far as i'm concerned,i suffered with that after i was diagnosed with cancer so i know exactly how that feels.As of now i always feel alert,exited,i constantly feel a really strong heartbeat,for me this is not normal,venlafaxine,citalapram dont make a blind bit of difference,i've tried reiki,hypnotherapy,acupuncture,non make any difference.I've never used 'drugs' as in canabis,coke,heroin etc..it really is like my adrenaline is being produced all the time,but for no apparent reason.
i'm at a loss,but have had to learn to live with it.......but i do feel knackered all the time.
Wendl
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day,as he told me my systemi was overloaded by adrenalin.I have to say that there is a DEFINATE improvement in the awful,palpitations,
dizziness,buzzing in my head.(at times I could actually fell the adrenalin rush to my head)and then I had
a panic
attack and felt as though I was going to pass out.I could not go anywhere with any confidence.
Those symptoms have definately improved,and I function somewhat better during the day.Still have the
Sleep problems,but I don't feel as though I am about to collapse any more when I go out.
It could help.
Ask your GP about Bisoprolol,although mine had never prescribed it until I went the cardiologist.
jaw444
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Are you taking the Mirtazapine very regularly? i wasn't familiar with mirt. so googled it. its anti depressant action is by stimulating adrenaline production, at a certain dose (i expect this will depend on the individual); at lower doses, this effect is weak (at least for some people) and the anti-histamine effect can cause sedation. Another thing i read about Mirt. is that for many people it's very addictive and has a really difficult withdrawal syndrome, for some people after taking it only a short time like a month or two, only 15 for some. So i was wondering what your experience with that medication was, and how it's going with the zopiclone.
Like you, i find depending on medical doctors for expert guidance is frustrating at best for many purposes. My doctor, who i like, he's very nice, is prescribing three sleep medications a month for me, Zopiclone 7.5, Zolpidem 10mg and Zolpidem extended release 12.5 mg. He does write on the Zopiclone prescription form, "not to be taken with Zolpidem," but since i get both meds refilled every month, i think he may know i'm taking them together. He's asked me before and i tell him a trade off with them but….. I'm just glad he's still prescribing it because i want to be in control of how i go off it. I haven't been doing a very good job of that up until now, but i know i'm going to succeed. I started two days ago, cutting a quarter of Zop. While those medications are addictive, on this forum alone, i know a number of people who have gotten through it so that really reassures me that i will do it too.
it seems like my doctor probably doesn't think there is too much of an addiction potential, since he is prescribing so "generously." But i don't know, i'm not planning to bring that up with him. I think i'm going to be off the Zopiclone pretty soon, a month or so hopefully That is my first step. I am not going to try to predict the Zolpidem yet.
In my case, i think the worst mistake i've made was when i added Zopiclone to the Zolpidem, not because the Zopiclone is worse than the Zollpidem, but because mixing the two drugs makes sorting out the effects more confusing and complicated. So that's why i was interested in whether you were still taking both Mirt. and Zop. It seems either one can cause anxiety among other things, both while taking it regularly and when coming off it. And it seems that the advice and info from doctors about both of them can be really different from people's actual experience with them.
Your report on the Alpha-stim sounds like what i read about it on the company website, it can cause things like lightheadedness or being off balance, and that's why i'm afraid to start it until i get off the meds, so i can tell which is which. But i'm not sure, i may try it after i get down to just one medication. I appreciate the feedback on your experience with it. I hope it helps.
jaw444
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Hopefully if you ever try to reduce Zopiclone at any point in the future, the bisoprlol fumarate might ease any anxiety symptoms from that. have you looked into this?
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colette71120
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Happy to report that I have stuck to my plan and started taking 1/2 of 7.5 mg zopiclone 2 nights ago. I was calm going to bed and thought that I would be able to sleep the same as with the 3/4 dose, which I was taking for about 4 weeks. But like everyone has said , it is so psychological that I was unable to sleep. I may have drifted off for a bit, it is hard to tell sometimes but I know that I did not sleep very much. Felt tired and headachy to next day but didn't let it bother me too much as I kept thinking that when the body & mind are tired enough , sleep will come. I went for 1 hr walk during the day as I am also trying to eat better ( get the weight off that I gained during x-mas
) and rested a bit in the afternoon as heart was beating a bit too hard, a sign that the body is stressed. So last night I drank Valerian tea ( that stuff is awful btw) , took my 1/2 tablet and went to bed at 11pm ,listening to my Sleep Solution CD and slept pretty good till 6ish...Feeling not too bad today , although left eye starting twitching yesterday and is continuing to do so today ? Weird? I think that might be a withdrawal symptom !
But I am also feeling a lot less foggy in the morning, memory seems to be better & words are coming a bit easier so all & all I'm starting to feel more confident again. I WAS going down the rabbit hole if I would have continued with this horrible drug.
In your case jaw444 , I suspect that since you are taking 2 other sleeping pills that you won't notice a big change until you are off zop altogether. But you are definitely doing the right thing in cutting down slowly! So happy that you are taking the first steps for a healthier you ! So proud of you ! Don't worry about not sleeping ....it won't kill you and eventually you will sleep. Trust yourself....you are so knowledgable with all the drugs , now you need faith in yourself that you can do it and boy will you ever be proud of yourself !!
To answer Dean's question about whether we were told that zopiclone was non addictive my answer is yes , I was told 10 yrs ago that it was non addictive and there was no side effects so why not take it? Now we know different so this is why I'm getting off it. But having said that I do not think we have any recourse to bring Doctors to court because they did not force us to take any drugs. We are the ones to blame because we want the easy way out . That is only my opinion.
Love this site and love dialoguing with all you people. Keep it coming!
shiloh09
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I am so thrilled to hear Collette that you are sticking to your plan and are now down to 1/2 tab, you have the right attitude, stick with it you will soon be zopiclone free forever.
Jaw, wow, you have started, big step for you I know, but all things start with the first step. Don't go backwards!, - just make slow steady progress forward, you CAN do it!
I know that feeling when you go to bed and you take less zopiclone and the first thigk you think off it I'm not going to sleep", - but what I realised is that I actually didn't sleep that well on zopiclone anyway, - a very shallow sleep, and would wake up easily and then couldn't get back to sleep.
When I go to bed I use the affirmation over and over as I do relaxing breathing 'I lovingly release the day and slip into a peaceful sleep knowing that tomorrow will take care of itself"
I leave you with that thought and wish you all well and send kind regards
dean725
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I take 15 mg every night,some nights i sleep better than others.The last three nights havnt been too bad,falling asleep about 12.30,waking about 5am but managing to get off again for an hour or two.I have been using the alpha stim for a couple of hours every night so maybe this is starting to work,only time will tell.I make sure i go to bed with it on and have been dropping off without much problem.
I'm not sure i was the one to blame regarding the addiction to zopiclone,as i said i'd undergone major surgery after a bad motorcycle accident and also after having a operation for malignant melanoma in the middle of my back.I not really looking to blame anyone,but when i had been on them for several years for a doctor to tell me,no you cant have anymore because you've been on them for too long and proceed to let me go cold turkey cant be be right.Ever since this i've had trouble both mentally and physically,i've been on amitryptline (150 to get me off to sleep) which basically left me unable to do my job properly,I own a convenience store and was unable to talk because my mouth was so dry,i felt groggy and half asleep,it was ridiculous,and now every time i wake my heart is racing away at over 100 bpm and i feel sick,and i've got the shakes which sometimes can take all day to subside.All this because i was taken off zopiclone,which up until that point i hadnt had a problem with.I went more than two weeks with no sleep,my body was running on adrenaline,i was exhausted but because i was so hyped up i couldnt sleep,you have to experience this to believe it,it was then they started me on amytriptline gradually increasing the dose to 150mg.
In the following months i tried chinese medicene,this cost me in excess of 500 quid and was a complete waste of effort,i've spent 200 quid on hypnotherapy,again useless,i went from june 2012 to jan 2013 having reiki,again to no avail (35 quid per week),and now the alpha stim at £300+.Herbal teas,herbal aids you name it i've tried it.
But back to the here and now,as i've said,i've had a couple of decent nights with just the mirtazapine and the alpha stim so i'll see where this goes.
rina05641
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When i have a zopie i wake about after 4hours of sleep, which is good because then i make my baby's lunch for school then i go back to bed feeling good and that hopefully i can sleep in a little longer knowing i have done his lunch unfortunately upon waking i have to check to make sure it is done i have many of these kind of episodes where i have forgotten doing things
and it is beginning to do my head in i know it is because of the zopies i told my surgeon about my memory being forgetful and explained that it has been since taking zopies and codeine and he told me some rubbish that it is because of what has happened to my braini don't believe him of course as it did not happen whilst i was in hospital taking the same drugs or maybe i forgot
he went onto say that, that it will take about a year before things will come right "A year
i don't like feeling vulnerable like this, i know the solution is too stop taking the zopies easily said then done i did try...yeah.
I should take a page out of your book shiloh09 and get some Louise.L Hay into my day because she is very good at lifting spirits and putting people into a positive place.