my fear keeps building and building...
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I have posted some days ago about my type 2 diabetes diagnosis from earlier this year. I have dome research and research till the point my family are telling me to stop. But I'm starting to get really really frightened. I literally can't stop thing that I might have progressed symptoms of neuropathy and damage to me internally and that will contribute to an early death. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm especially scared because I'm just 30. And all the information I've been reading all point to at least 10 to 15 years shaved off my life span. And how everyone says they have a team of doctors. I've only seen my gp but have asked several times about how I'm doing and if I need to see different specialists. He said he would refer me to a neurologist but that's so far. I'm really sad and very frightened
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Lone_Wolf jgmorales
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That said you are in a good position to change some of the possible outcomes of living with T2 because you know about it and now it's up to you to learn as much as you can about the thing so you can modify your lifestyle to give you as long a life span as possible. Knowledge is power. Use it.
Good luck.
jgmorales Lone_Wolf
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fancygoldfish jgmorales
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Nobody knows how long they will live. Lots of people have illnesses and accidents. My ex husband is active and fit and doesn't have to take any medications, but he was just diagnosed with non Hodgkins lymphoma.
Some people do manage to live to be 90 or 100 in good health, no arthritis or high blood pressure, etc., but that's not a possibility for for many of us. So thinking that you have shaved ten years off your life is not going to help you enjoy the life span you do have, especially if living that extra ten years was never a possibility for you. Maybe you'll just get 72 or 83 years, but that can be a fine life! When people have serious illnesses, then their life span is what it is with that illness. You aren't losing something you never had.
Sure, you do your best with what you have, but that's all you can do. See your doctor(s) and go from there. You're alive today. Enjoy it. Plan for the future.
I also get comfort from my Christian beliefs. (I am in the midwest US.)
Have you been officially diagnosed with diabetes? What is your most current A1C? What are the symptoms you are having that you think are neuropathy? What other symptoms do you have? Have you gotten a thorough eye exam from am opthamologist?
jgmorales fancygoldfish
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I'm scared of autonomic neuropathy. But also noticed that those internal symptoms only started really a little recently and only after I've been on the gabapentin for a few months now. I'm completely paranoid 24/7 about myself and what I eat and even what I feel. My average on my meter is 111. And that checking when I wake up, 1 1/2- 2 hours after I eat, and before I got to bed. And all the reading I did do mainly said that it's downhill from the point of diagnosis. And average about 20 years of life expectancy after being diagnosed. I only blame myself but it has made me really sad. My mom was diagnosed in her late 40's and is alive today at age 73 and has minor symptoms but she is also older and a very very small sign of neuropathy in a couple of toes. When she was my age she was also very fit as in not overweight. I already have numbness from toes to kness.
This sucks. I really messed up.
sue75837 jgmorales
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suzanne30809 jgmorales
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i agree with your family you must stop all this research, you seem to be imagining you have some of the other complications that can happen with diabetes, some of them only happen when you have not followed your doctors directions. It doesn't mean because you have diabetes you will die early. My paternal grandmother was in her 80s when she died, my father who is 82yrs old with type 2 and going strong as I am myself.
I lead a normal life and have learnt to manage my blood sugars to allow myself to do this andI'm not going anywhere yet !
You need to look forward to the rest of your life and stop your research, I bet the way you are is totally distressing your family so much so that they may feel they are scared to be near you.
Take care of yourself jgmorales and do what I did tell your diabetes it's not going to win and take your life back in your own hands, and leave every other web site alone bar this one we can help you get through this.
Suzanne 30809 x
jgmorales suzanne30809
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suzanne30809 jgmorales
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it doesn't really matter you are in control you are the one that can normalise your blood sugars with the help of you GP or diabetic nurse. I've been diabetic for 15yrs I am aware of the complications of diabetes but I'm an optimist if something is going to happen it will happen, I think if I was as scared as you seem to be it would drive me mad.
please please speak to your diabetic team and tell them how you feel, hopefully they can lay any fears you may have.
take care jgmorales and stay of the web sites. suzanne