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Hi all, This saturday my brother, his wife and my girlfriend and her son are flying to germany to visit my sister for 3 days, I told my g/f about a month ago when the trip was arranged that altho I would love to go i dont feel up to travelling, she asked if I minded if she and her son still went, I said by all means go, I want her to go. Ten minutes ago she asked me, quite abruptly, "well are you going to germany Saturday?" I said no, Im still not up to it, and she tore into me saying "I can take the dogs out, I can pop in pub to watch football, I can go shopping with her, why cant u travel to your sister? Is this what were gonna be like, me working and going away and u not working and doing nothin?" These comments have absolutely destroyed me, they have made me feel suicidal. Feeling unable to travel is bad enough, but to have someone I love almost ridicule me has ruined me, she is actually angry at me cos i cant go, I saw my dr on Tuesday and mentioned the trip and even he said " youre ill, u shouldn't be expected to travel abroad if youre suffering with anxiety/ocd/depression". Ive been on cit 8.5 weeks, 8 on 20mg, half a week on 30mg, i felt benefit at the 4 week mark but nothing for thelast 4 weeks. I feel utterly devastated at what has justhappened... luke
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