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Well I had no idea this could happen but I think he's mad. Today he asked how I was feeling and I said better then he I think your depressed because your skeeping later in the weekend, I was floored I guess I'm not allowed to sleep in, I sleep til 830-9. I work all week and told him how exhausting it is to be dizzy all the time, he said well if took the topamax the doc wanted you to then you would fine and I said I'm not taking that cuz it's got bad side effects and I am doing the VRT and it's helping, then he said you go to the doc and not do what he says I said I've done everything except the topamax. He has no. Idea what this is like and I've gone to work everyday except for maybe 2-3 days since this started 9 months ago. I feel like crap now and guess I won't be telling him I'm sick again. I'm sure it's because of all the docs I've seen and the money.
I believe I can decide if I want take a med and if I don't feel comfortable taking it then I don't have to. I get it that yes the doc tells you what they think will work but also they don't know if if it will work. I don't like meds because I'm very sensitive to them so I try to do things without meds. Yes I'm a bit down but being bizzy is not fun and it's scarey.
I noticed when I got upset my dizziness hit and the stress shot up. I'm pretty mad about this and guess I'll just keep its to myself whenever i feel bad
I thought I had supports and could trust him but I don't think so anymore
Thanks for letting me vent coz I don't have anyone here I can talk to
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