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I have been reading most of the posts on the site and Im sitting here crying not knowing what to do or how to feel. My mum has been diagnosed with end stages COPD, she is at home and we visit her everyday, I see her mood deteriorating and its as if she has given up. All I seem to do is nag her because Im so scared at losing her, my son and I need her here. We booked a holiday long before she was diagnosed and I feel so guilty that I dont want to go and leave her for a fear of what might happen - I feel very selfish for even thinking about going away. Im always asking her how she feels etc and I think Im driving her mad - I seem to be so negative towards her and dont know why.
I just had to write this - I feel so sad.
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