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my mum died 12 mnths ago,i have heart problems,,7 MIs and 2 cabgs,im 56 i have history of mental health probs,
I had a seisure where i doubled up in bed in march 2015,itmad e my heart go into spasm and couldnt breath
ive been in hospital since march 35 times plus since with poss Mis, they all class it as anxiety,i get tightness just over the heart situ,no pain
I cant mix with people they scare me to hell,,i am really in panic mode but it carries on ,everyday seems to get worse
ive beeen under gp,says he will refer to pychologist,my care worker nvr turns up for his appts,twice cancelled this week,I recently have been getting ripping open sensation in my chest,which caries on in musles? in the chest.i have it now,ive just started havingsleeping right thru the night,,6 hours plus where b4 i couldnt sleep or doze for more than a n hour,,is this ptsd..i miss my mum very much,,im frightened to death od dying,,,i thought past couple of days i was slightly on way up,but awoke with ripping sensation,dunno wether it woke ot came on str8 after awakening..my local hospital,told me not to come there unless i had severe chest pain.... told me not to come again,,i have a pacemaker,i awoke b4 after reading other things on here wen ripping feeling and my bp was 134/77/50 paced...i have past two nights awoke up sweating buckets for no reason,,im at my wits end,,,gp asks me wat to do..i cant take ssri antidepressants as they make my anxirety worse,and i cant relax..longest ive been on was mirtizipine for 6weeks which i still have some problems with,,ie very pricly poopping sensations in my chest as when i 1 st has surgery 23yrs ago......im at my wits end,,,no proper sleep for 6mnths just dozing,can anyone help????im 56.my siblings arent speaking to me thru mums will.my best frend died and my other best fren has cancer so they cant help............................
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