My sertraline journey as a first time user of anti ds.
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Thought I would start a discussion/ sounding board about sarting anti ds for the first time and my personal response to the drug. sertraline. Bit the bullet and finally visited the GP about my depression, anxiety and irrational thinking.
Brief history, 40 something, untreated pnd in my twenties. Bouts of depression on and off over the years that came to a head recently with the desire to flip my car whilst driving to work and a bout of extreme rage in a shopping centre that had me almost running to my car. If anyone had got in my way or said something I was scared I would explode. Thought I was going bonkers though the part of my brain still working rationalised that if I thought it I was I wasn't.
Completed various on line depression tests and scored really high, like I didn't know that!
I had the tablets for almost a week before starting them and after reading pages and pages of people's experiences.
Started them on the Friday evening decided on bed time in case they made me feel sick. The only thing worse than feeling sick is being sick. I witness child birth almost daily so see a lot of body parts and fluids that doesn't bother me. Vomit however is the worst thing ever!!
Took 50mg on the first night and slept no worse than I do waking at 3am which is usual for me anyway. The next day was weird though feeling a bit detached but could still function at work ok. In the afternoon started to get a dry mouth and stiff jaw. If anyone has tried mdma it's the same oral sensation without the high.
Second night decided on breaking it in half to 25mg and building it up gradually. Same detached feeling in the day but could function with concentration and only getting a stiff jaw at the end of the day when I was really tired.
Third time last night, again 25mg, same waking time and dreams were more vivid. Feel a little bit 'high' this morning and my jaw is stiff but I'm clenching my teeth.
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mich49
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Hopefully updating here with people joining in will help people considering visiting their GP or starting to take the drug.
lattifa7777 mich49
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I started also with taking ony half the 50mg for a week, when I took the full dose made me feel a bit spaced out , tired 😫 and also heavy feeling, dry mouth, loss of appetite , the stiff jaw.i also had an extreme increase in anxiety, no sleep.
After all tho in week 3 I was sleeping better, and anxiety got a lot better, but had the shakes and headaches. I also felt like I had meds in my system, like my head felt heavily medicated. Now all those side affects have gone, I still have about 10% anxiety and really bad night sweats, I can deal with that. I can function now but still don't like being alone.
mary_beth01383 lattifa7777
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lattifa7777 mary_beth01383
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its amazing compared to how i was before meds, or even during first couple weeks. it was very hard, but the people on this forum got me through to be honest.
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sjones1122 lattifa7777
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Kept thinking I was going to have a stroke/heart attack but this is obviously the anxiety but want to know if you had any numbNess?
Hope your feeling better!! Keep it up!
jGloucs mich49
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Good,luck.
mich49 jGloucs
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Tracy7338 mich49
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molloy mich49
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Day 18 at 100 mg, I had higher blood pressure and grinching teeth at the start of the new dose, but mostly very volatile mood, switching from anxious to more calm. Things have stabilize a bit now, and feel a bit better at timed, but still not "well". Still hoping for improvement, exercising and being in talk-therapy. I see some light ahead that wasn't tjere 2 months ago. Faint light, but light all the same. Hope the bst on your journey!
mich49 molloy
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