My story and how I beat globus sensation
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I made a promise that if I got better I would share my story on this discussion board in the hope that I may help someone. All the posts on here were a great comfort to me when I was experiencing this awful condition.
It all happened about 8 weeks ago. I was in the theatre and just sat down to begin the show when I ate a sweet normally, took a sip of water normally and afterwards felt like I was having difficulty swallowing. My mouth went super dry and I felt like a had a lump in my throat and my tongue was enlarged (it wasn't). I thought perhaps I was having a reaction to something so before the interval I had to leave and get out of there. I felt complete terror and danger and thought I was going to die. My husband was worried and took me to A&E. I couldnt breathe properly but was not wheezing. I felt like someone was strangling me, standing on my neck and I was in a complete panic that came out of nowhere. Apparently I had a panic attack or severe anxiety episode. Well, I didnt believe this diagnosis because I had over the years suffered from anxiety on and off and bouts of low mood but even when I have faced the most difficult times in my life, never have I had a panic attack so wondered why on such a happy day I would develop this. Anyway the initial attack was only the start of my problems, I was told the symptoms of my choking sensation would go away within a few hours. It didnt. This made it worse and I was not so easily going to put this down to stress as most things seem to be these days. I went to my GP who said I did seem to have some swelling in my neck and ordered me an ultrasound. As I couldn't wait 3 weeks for the paperwork to come through I saw an ENT consultant privately who put a camera up my nose and down my throat and said everyhing looked perfect and likely to be globus sensation which is common when experiencing panic attacks and anxiety. This only gave me some comfort because I was still feeling these awful symptoms. After the 4th week I had scan and this showed nothing. My thyroid was perfect, which I suspected may be the issue due to my high thyroid antibodies, although I knew I had normal thyroid function. This was also some comfort. I was suffering, and it was really really getting me down. Having to get up every day and go to work was so hard and I was so anxious I was not sleeping or eating well. I thought I would have it forever. After a while I started to think, well this isn't going to kill me as time has proven, its not getting worse or better so I need to start trying things to see if anything helps. I also had a strange crawling sensation in my neck not on top of my skin but underneath - hard to explain. Also when I put chin to chest I felt like the part between my neck and chin was swollen. I tried breathing exercises, hot water bottles, hot baths, drinking red wine, taking NSAI's, drinking loads of water, trying to eat better, sleep better, watching funny films but nothing worked. I then found a couple of websites online suggesting a very simple neck exercise to do many times throughout the day and specifically for globus sufferers. I started to do this and over a week the symptoms started to ease and has got better and better to the point that its only 5% there. The most important part is to make sure your shoulders are always down and pushed back as far as you can. No hunched shoulders or it won't work. Then carefully, with mouth closed, ease your neck back as far as it can go, all the time looking up to the ceiling. You should be able to feel yourself stretching your neck. It may make you cough a little. Then roll your head a little to left and right and centre. It probably won't work the first go. you have to do it many times a day over a week or so.
My GP said that panic attacks can cause a lot of problems in the neck, real tension and muscles, and other structures and a horrid sensation of a lump in your neck. I have to understand now that this is the cause.
Apologies for the long post but it's a long story.
I hope it helps someone.
Good luck to you all and take care of yourselves.
x
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maureen98580 chippy12
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chippy12 maureen98580
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Thank you so much for your post! I can't believe you also had the crawling feeling. I was hoping to read that someone else had this but nobody did. I really think it was the nerves in my neck playing tricks and sending wrong messages after the panic attack for weeks afterwards. It's so complex isn't it. I hope and pray it never happens again. I'm so pleased yours is calming down. Take care!
Mikeglobus chippy12
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The exercises are a new thing to me, I'm glad you shared with us! I will definitely be trying that from now on.
I have had this for about two years now and have ups and downs. Like you though once I learned it wasn't actually choking me you kind of learn to ignore it - I mean, I'm always aware of it and its usually the first thing in the morning I think about, but it doesn't bring on the same panic. And I'm FINALLY learning to sleep again. That turned out to be a massive issue after the first few episodes - but thats a whole other story.
For me though, and I haven't found anyone else with it, I get a specifically bad episode that has only happened 3 times in the 2-3 years. I get an actual physical swelling in my throat - like it feels if I breath out a certain way I can 'move' it. Like a nodule or something blocking my throat. I have had barium swallows, cameras up my nose etc etc and nothing but its definately a different sensation - seems to be after spicy food so may just be a bad reflux damage thing. It normally means I have to stay off work - I can't even talk without gagging when it happens. Not a nice feeling.
Im an anxious and stressed person in general anyway so the globus makes sense - and as you all know its sort of a chain reaction/catch 22 type thing, but in a way this has made me address my anxiety and try to figure out ways of mentally to beat it. I do breathing exercise, journals and generally just learning to face my 'fears'. So thats a positive Im taking from it. Goes without saying I still wish I didn't have it though!
Also I get a clicking sensation in my throat sometimes, as if my throat is 'failing' mechanically. I'm assuming though this is due to the over swalling with the globus sensation. Anybody else get that?
Besides all that though I don't have a lot to offer - lots of water really helps for me and avoiding really sugary phlegm inducing items helps too. Dairy can be a pain sometimes with the phlegm/post nasal drip.
Sorry I haven't added much here - just thanks for the exercise advice!
Good luck everybody - remember, its not the end of the world! For the most part, its just a sensation!
maureen98580 Mikeglobus
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Good to read your post - the exercises really worked for me (got it all under control at least) - especially the "kissing the ceiling" one - must really stretch things out - also mine is worse after spicy foods and sugary things (as a diabetic I shouldnt be eating them anyway!)
Good luck with it all
terrie27149 Mikeglobus
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Oh my yes. Me too. I also get like the click sensation like something moved over when I swallow. I am thinking acid causes swelling like a nodule. I can actually see like a nodule way down the base of my throat when i used a flashlight. My ent couldn't see it but is doin a scope next week. This feeling of fullness in my throat is a pain for sure. Hoping 2 get some answers..
jana6796 chippy12
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jactmj chippy12
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Intersting article and responses. I suffer from this too. I also suffer from TMJ as I clench my jaw. Im wondering if anyone else suffers from TMJ and if you think this could be a corrilation between them.
tara47765 jactmj
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I was wondering the same thing. I have been told by Dentist I have TMJ. I just started getting this lump feeling last night and it seems to come around the second night at the same time. It's not until around 10pm that it comes on. Weird. I will have ask my dentist if the two are related. If you have any new info, I would love to hear. Good luck.
sarah1628 jactmj
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That's very interesting! When I saw my doc this week she asked me if I clench my teeth at night (I do) and if I wore my night guard (I don't). I also have mild TMJ. So, could be a correlation. I'm going to be wearing the night guard from now on.
monique1979 jactmj
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Hi there, Although I don't have TMJ, I thought when it started it could be related to TMJ. I had phantom feelings in jaws at first, then it was ruled out that it was not TMJ. 6 months later (February 2017) I started having the feeling of lump in my throat). being treated with PPI (Pantoprazole for 10 days so far) with no relief in sight.
welshmale07 chippy12
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I have recently had x-rays on my neck which came back normal. I also had a blood test 7 months ago (lymph nodes etc) which too came back normal.
I do tend to stress a lot about my health and often fear the worst!
Im very active and dont smoke. I drink occasionally but nothing to be concerned about (4-6 pints a week).
shaqueymom chippy12
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& honestly I'm starting to get scared more each day...
but reading your story is a relieve for me..
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Mine (globus sensation) started just before my recent monthly period,after a whole night of severe headache (which is normal to me due to PMS) I began having these choking feeling on my lower neck,as if I have a piece of something inside...
I too suspects/blame contraceptive pills for this since I stopped taking it just last month...well please do correct me if my suspicion is wrong...is this has something to do with hormonal change?
I never tried seing a Dr. yet.
Thank you for your advice & for the excercise...
Godbless you :-)
Im1ru12 shaqueymom
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I know this is an old post, but I have to say a few things in response. I could have written this post - mine came on almost exactly the same way! I woke up in the wee hours with a severe tension headache that hurt everything from the middle of my neck to the top of my head, just before my period started, and included in that headache was a weird sensation in my throat like I was getting sick. After the headache went away, I wasn't sick, but the lump in my throat remained. I also just went off birth control pills 3 months ago, switched to an IUD.
I don't know if you'll read this, but I want to tell you that I read this article and skimmed through the comments, and after I read yours, the lump in my throat went away by 95% almost immediately (for a little while, anyway, but it's a relief to know it can go away).
Big thanks to everybody for talking about the panic. I've been in total panic attacks for days (making it worse, I know), and it helped so much to know that I'm not crazy for that.
Mikeglobus chippy12
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I think a lot of people suffer from it without even knowing but because of our anxious nature we zone in and make it something bigger than it is.
Anyway - it can get better anyone getting this for the first time!
Kaleb19 chippy12
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Hey glad I read your advice I'm 17 and I went through all the doctors already and it's only been 4-5 days but my globus is taking over me I have anxiety and stress all day I feel like I'm in whole other horrible life it constantly throws me in a panic attack and it's all I can think about.