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Help, from you to me, at this time. I prefer your country, hands down- people are caring and see the needs of others, unlike my country, USA.
Oh well, they say I'm bipolar, as of two months ago. Kinda makes sense but, why they let me in horrible pain physically and mentally. At present it cost me my 20 year marriage, my business, my friends and now, the worst, my son's respect and lack of any interest in my life, says I have no life, and last week, I wish you just kill yourself. Pretty strong words for a 13 yr old. But, I see where he's coming from- my gut hurts so bad, like so bloated and pressure. Can't sleep, and 24/7 headache. . Up and down, mostly down, in my emotions, cry at will, so angry at the world and our Great God. He can take this from but, just just allows, for reasons He only knows. Suicide, not at time, too much of a coward, but, pray every night,,, not to see the morning sun. When I hear the birds start to sing, with the beautiful sun on the rise- I put my earplugs in and go under blankets. Sleep or just in bed for sometimes, 18 hours... Please help me,,, I know you will. Your friend,,, Chris
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