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I am suffering real bad with anxiety at the no moment and I am honestly begging that it is just an episode I'm going through like the last time which eventually passed, but this is feeling so so severe. I'm 15 in last year of high school so obviously loads of stress as it is, but on top of that I've got this anxiety and it's making me feel abnormal, I have strange thoughts as to whether this is all part of my imagination and I'm going completely and utterly insane, whether I even exist, my dispersonalization is making me feel insane I feel so scared so lonely so on my own and I am constantly worrying if I ever lose control and lose my patience with all of this, I'm absolutely petrified, I feel so detached from all of my family which is the worst thing they are my absolute world and I am trying to carry on with myself but I really can't focus on anything but how I feel and I don't even know why I feel this way which is most worrying of all!! I keep trying to get to sleep and I wake up in an extreme panic feeling lost with myself not knowing what to do with myself, I feel like such a burden to my family as they're all so stressed as it is and this is just adding but I can't bottle it up or I'm gonna end up doing something stupid and turn into a head case if im not already one!!! Someone PLEASE help I'm begging now, I've been doctors and she didn't do much other than refer me to camhs which takes upto 6 weeks referral and my mum doesn't even want me to go. I feel empty like I'm not here, just observing of some sort and everything is just so out of place around me and about myself am I goin insane ?!?!
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