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I have been on Citalopram now for 1 month. 20mg for 1 week. 40mg for 3 weeks and now 30mg for 4days.
I have seen some improvement in my Anxiety and depression being down but I am still having just this funny feeling in my mind. Its like the first thing I do when I wake up is I start asking myself wait do I feel good again and the anxiety all comes back. I dont know if its the depersonalization/realization or if there is really something wrong with me other then anxiety. I can't stop thinking about it but its like I am not in the world and just a void on the earth. I can't think right and my mind is just numb. Even when I am having conversation with people I can act normal but my mind is still thinking do I feel better. Its the weirdest feeling and I can't describe it. I have had anxiety my entire life but I have never had this feeling. I feel like my anxiety and depression are under control but this feeling is something I will have to live with forever. It tends to go away when I am relaxed and not thinking about it but then I again question myself about how I feel and thinking that there must be something wrong and I dont know what normal feels like.
Do you think I should go back to my doctor and ask to switch meds or try something else. Should I give it a little more time and see? I had been on Citalopram for close to 7 years prior and came off cold turkey before all this happened. It worked the first time and I was great. I am lost and dont know what to do.
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