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This is my first post as I really struggle to talk.
I basically feel like my life is totally spiralling out of control. I had always been generally happy before -good childhood loving family etc, was balanced went to school good friends etc. I am female 24. I have 2 children and I'm not in a very good marriage (5 yrs) (abusive controlling). And because of that I have no friends anymore or support or a life at all besides being wife and mum. For the last couple of years my anxiety has gotten progressively worse. I believe I have GAD from what I've read. I also think i have health anxiety especially regarding my children. I struggle with eating and bad phobia. I now lack confidence in many ways and have gotten to the point where I feel I can't cope anymore I'm so tired. Life just feels so hard. I have my family my mum in particular who I am and have always been very very close to (she doesn't know the extent of problems I n my life i hide them mostly.despite me seeing her all the time) she just thinks I'm a little stressed and has no idea the mess my marriage is in. I am scared and reluctant to go to the doctors as I don't want medication I've heard so much bad stuff about them. I believe it's like papering over the cracks. I just what to feel better I'm so lonely and I've had a really really bad difficult week followed by bad news
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