neurologist appointment

first appointment with neurology today (and last) and i think they dragged someone off the street and stuck a 'neurologist' badge on him. no use whatsoever, he could see i was so stressed by me crying my heart out and saying if i take one more pill i will take the lot, my feet and ankles are swollen and i can't get my boots on, i've gone from size 14 to an 18, i shouldn't even bee driving, i drop things, my words come out jumbled and all the rest of it. told him i have it on both sides and guess what he said? theres nothing i can do just keep taking the tablets. yes, really, thats what he said (in between words that i could understand as he could hardly speak a word of english). i've absolutely had enough of this. my poor son is going through his exams and he doesn't know if he will come home to find me alive or dead, i can't handle this. my life has stopped, i see people walking past my house with their dogs, my poor dog hasn't been out for months, the grass at the front is 3 feet tall, i just cannot go out, my life is just nothing. i can't take this anymore.

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