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Here I am sitting here middle of the night feeling disgusted with my self.
My fiancé has just finished with me because he says I'm out of control and my actions can't be defended.
Bad things seem to happen when I go out with him. Two weeks ago I got kicked out of a club and my head bounced off the pavement and I got taken to hospital. They treated me just like a drunk.
A couple of nights ago went out for my fiancée's family meal. He encouraged me to order 2 bottles of wine (one was included with the meal)
And he knows how quickly I get drunk on wine.
Anyway woman opposite was choking and her friend was slapping her back. I dashed over and did the heimlich manoeuvre and after the second thrust cleared her airway.
I was shaking like a leaf due to the adrenaline and wine I'd already had.
I didn't feel like eating and cancelled my steak.
I got bullied and harassed at the bar and then accused me of assaulting the waitress. Then our party was told to leave. All because of me!
I know I drink too much but feel very belittled by the ex fiancé and the staff.
Maybe I'm just a massive pain ?!
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