Newly Diagnosed with Cushing Syndrome
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I Am 38 yrs old. I was told in July 2014 that i had Cushing Syndrome. I had been suffering with High Blood Pressure since 2010. I was put on medication but suffered bad headaches so that started the cycle of trying different tablets to find a suitable one. The fatigue, muscle weakness and depression started soon after this. I was told i had M.E.
So my health since 2010 was slowly but surely deteriating. When i could no longer 'run up the stairs' i did become a little worried as i wasnt what you would call unfit. Then my back became very weak where i literally couldnt do anything. A scan shown a slip disc. In August 2013 i went on holiday and fell over and broke my ribs, iv had worse falls in the past on a night out and never experienced this before! In September 2013 after feeling unwell and knowing my Blood Pressure was up (i suffer headaches with it) i went to my GP who took my reading and it was 156/122. I have been really poorly since then. My Blood pressure has stayed high, been put on different tablets and after a few months of this was told i had 'Uncontrollable Blood Pressure' basically they didnt know what to do with me! I was sent for blood test for Carcinoid that came back clear. I was referred to Hospital in Feb this year and had to do a 24hr urine test. I had a follow up appointment in May where i was told they had found Elevated cortisol in it and i was to be referred to have a Dextamethosone test. Then the 'Darkness' started. I became that low that i tried to take my own life. I thought i was going crazy! My GP rung the Hospital and spoke to a Consultant and i was admitted that very day, this was in June. I had the 48 hrs dextamethosone test while i was there during my 5 day stay. It came back i had Cushings but i had to wait on a blood test to determine whether it was in the putuitary or the Adrenal. I was told it was a 2wk wait to find out this. In July i was told it was in my Adrenal area so was officially diagnosed with Cushing Syndrome. The Consultant said i would have a CT Scan within 2wks and the tumour would be took out asap as they couldnt rule out it being Cancerous! You can just imagine how i felt. Still, i came out of there feeling positive thinking i would soon be on the road to recovery. How very wrong. It took 6wks to have the Scan and a further week to find out the results and thats only because i mithered my GP practice Manager to access the results on the system as when i phoned my Consultants Secretary she blatantly lied saying they werent back when infact they were!! I was told iv got a nodule of 3 and 1/2cm x 2 an 1/2cm x 2 an 3/4cm on my left Adrenal Gland BUT they couldnt tell me whether or not its cancerous as my Consultant is on holiday til 3rd Sep and he has to look at them and get back to me with an appointment!! So basically im in living hell. Its nearly 8wks iv been sat here worrying whether its cancerous and whether my 3 children are going to grow up without a mother. This awful illness has stripped me of everything. I dont even feel like the same person. Iv got every single symptom apart from the stretchmarks on the stomach. In all fairness my stomach was stretched to 50inches during my pregnancy so this is prob why!! Its certainly fatter, my bust is bigger, face rounder, red face and neck, hump on back, skinny arms bum and legs, thin skin, easy bruised, periods stopped- you name it, iv got it!! I used to enjoy reading, playing scrabble, watching TV - all this has stopped as my consentration is horrendous. I cant even trust myself to drive. My Mental Health has suffered, this is the hardest thing for me to accept. I used to be so happy go lucky. I really feel i have been let down by the medical profession, i feel like they dont care and are dragging their feet in sorting me out. its been nearly a year since iv became really poorly.They know whats wrong so why dont they do something sooner?!! Everyday im getting weaker and weaker. I cant even get up the stairs without help. Im literally like an old woman. I am so full of anger. Its my family i feel sorry for, having to watch me suffer and being unable to help. My poor children dont know whether they are coming or going. There isnt enough UK websites really to help us out and offer advice as its so rare so this only adds to my frustration. I felt a bit of hope when i found this site. Im trying to stay positive but im truly desperate for all this to end. I dont know how long it will take for an appoinment to come through, i dont know how long il have to wait for surgery, how long can they keep you waiting? Does anyone know?? I have a feeling they wont rush themselves. If ANYONE can offer me any advice on anything i would be extremely greatful. Just knowing im not alone helps but i need more support. I really want to raise awareness of this condition so i can help others and help others understand our plight! No one even knows what Cushings is! Being told we are 'Unique' DOES NOT make me feel better. Hope someone takes pity on me and replies!
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sheltielife caroline31144
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KarenNY caroline31144
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How are you? I was very moved by your plea for help. I was diagnosed with Cushing's Disease in November of 2002. I had surgery to remove any ACTH producing pituitary adenoma in March of 2003.
I went through hell and back......I had every single symptom.....a walking text-book case before, finally, being told that I have this treacherous illness.
My life, 10 years leading up to the diagnosis was ....well....it was beyond anything I could ever imagine...the suffering.
waiting for surgery was pure, evil torture.
I tell you what, though, I sure learned the absolute true meaning of patience. Divine patience. I was literally dying a slow, but sure death with my monstrous symptoms/complications.
Diabetes, Bruising, blood pressure, severe boils, hair loss, sweating, EXTREME muscle weakness, hump, doubled my weight, highly emotional......my resting heart rate....resting was about 140.....it was terrifying. I looked and felt like a freak.....I really, really mean it. Cruel, cruel disease.
Fast forward to today.........I am cured. I feel ten thousand times better. I never, ever, ever thought that I would feel normal again. I lived through a nightmare that I didn't think would ever get better.
I had an awesome surgeon and well......long story short.....and 12 years later....life is good......not perfect....but a whole lot healthier and feeling like a person again...not a freak.
This disease can be conquered. Please breathe and know that I am thinking about you.....my thoughts are with all my fellow Cushies out there....nobody will ever understand us...we have to be there for one another.
caroline31144 KarenNY
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lisa99975 KarenNY
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Hoping that you receive this message. I am reading through zillions of posts trying to get answers for myself. This is a long post but I'm just looking for someone personal experience etc. and to add to the post I also have awful hair and I read that is a symptom. My hair has not grown in years. It is awful texture and thin my family teases I have straw not hair and that is exactly how it feel. And my face feels constantly puffy my eyes r puffy people have made comments to me for a while that I look tired. I almost feel like my mouth and body is inflames at time and itchy but here is the rest of my story.
Hi I am chiming in on this discussion looking for some help and advice and just anything! I don't know if I have had any specific symptoms prior to the last month. I mean I have been overweight most my life always hard to lose weight. I am tired pain etc but I always relate to weight. I did have a weird episode about 3 years ago that I had swollen groin lymph nodes for no reason they showed swollen on ct scan and ultrasound my left foot was extremely swollen with putting edema. Every test I had was negative even a pet scan. I lost some weight about 2 years ago and have gained it back and I've gained it in my face more so and shoulders etc. now that I look I think I have the supraclavicular pads and a small hump I always say I look like a quarterback. Fast forward to December. I got bronchitis. I'm an RN so I went to employer health and they said it was and gave me a z pack. I had this congestion in left lung and cough wouldn't go away. Finally end dec I got a UTI and they said it's now pneumonia. I was put on prednisone and abx and breathing treatment. The UTI is resistant to a lot of abx so I had to take another which is weird cause I haven't been on abx in years and have had one UTI my life. I really wasn't getting better I tried multiple meds they extended the abx and prednisone I had 2 cxr they were ok. I had abd ct nothing I had chest ct showed small area mucous or inflammation. Then I developed sudden extreme high BP like 200s/100s. Heart rate 150s I had another ct for blood clot was normal and it showed that inflammation area was improved. But it did show a tiny adenoma on left adreNal. I have also had this dull ache on left side constantly some days worse than others. My face gets extreme redness cheeks over nose and sometimes chin. I also get blotchy on neck and notice blotchy on extremities. I have periods of uncontrollably shivering cold to the red face and hot only in face and sometimes sweat at night. My eyes get very dry. I have palpitations. I feel very shaky. My stomach is off I have recently lost my appetite. I developed the same UTI again and back on abx. And the first episode when the bp rose they put me back on prednisone so I've had two rounds the first one was extended I was on an inhaled steroid also. They tested me for carcinoid syndrome and phetocycroma both negative. Tested for lupus negative. So Saturday my dr called said worried about Cushing so I did a 24 hour urine for cortisol I just delivered this am. I feel like absolute crap. I sometimes feel so shaky and my eyes shake I don't know how I can function I also just internally feel not right at all. I am not myself and I am not sure if I am having periods of anxiety also since I am worried about what is wrong. Sometimes everything hurts and one minute it's one thing then another. I am trying to push through and move on but I feel so awful. I also have a headache. I feel jittery. Etc. just curious for others stories. I also feel like I am burning inside then sometimes I get this cool sensation all over. Very very strange. But if anyone can chime in and let me know their thoughts or if having this makes u feel this awful every day. Thanks.
lelee1711 caroline31144
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Sorry to hear all of your problems. I have Addisons Disease and Hyperaldosteronism. I am writing because your b/p problems i am almost positive are from a disorder called Hyperaldosteronism. I went 2 years without diagnosis. By b/p was in the low to mid 200's......it was very dangerous. Every movement i mad, every conversation and trips to the store caused immediate increase in my already hi b/p. However.......after seeing most specialist in Dallas including SW Medical Center no one new what my problem was as no b/p meds would help. Well my GP kept researching my problems and finally determined I had Hyperaldosteronism and gave me the correct medication which is Spironolactone, i have to take tis every 6 hours with Clonidine. It is an unusual dose but the only thing that works for me. My b/p went down and all is well. Of course, i still have to deal with my Addisons as well and HA can cause problems regulating potassium and dehydration. If after taking my medicine for HA i still have hi b/p, i know it is dehydration or low potassium (i take 1080mg potassium 1 x day) and/or something called H2ors a great product for dehydration i but from Amazon. The h2ors is also used for chemo dehydration. If i am dehydrated and take this product by b/p goes to normal within 10 or 15 minutes. Sorry I can't help with the Cushings but a good specialist is important. Good luck.
caroline31144 lelee1711
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Best wishes xx
Bravery caroline31144
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Caroline and KarenNY, I'm so glad to be able to read stories that sound so much like mine. I was misdiagnosed with a million different problems before someone actually realized that I was a classic Cushing's patient. 10 YEARS OF HELL. I tried to take my own life multiple times. I lost the support of many friends and family members because of my mental health. I also felt like a total freak. Everything about me was just odd-looking. I had a half inch pituitary tumor removed in August of last year. I spent months trying to get my hydrocortisone dose right. I was throwing up almost everyday at one point and my endocrinologist actually told me over the phone to tough it out and go to work because women with morning sickness could do it. Then at my next appointment, she told me that I should have gone to the hospital and gotten an IV when I couldn't hold my pills down. When my surgeon had told me before my surgery that it was going to get worse before it got better, I had no idea just how much worse it was going to be.
However, now, a year later, I feel great. Probably not great by "normal" standards, but this is the most "normal" I've ever felt in my life. I've lost 80 pounds and still losing. I'm 36 and I'm wondering, does your skin ever get back to normal or will I have this loose skin forever? It's a small thing really, because I'm so much happier and healthier than I was a year ago. I'm also almost completely off of my psych meds. I was diagnosed with everything from MDD to bipolar/severe OCD and everything in between. I've been on every psych med known to man, heavy doses of them too, and now I'm almost off and feeling good.
There does not seem to be much awareness, even in the medical community, about our illness. That's terrifying since our lives are in their hands. I wish there was more that I could do to raise awareness, but I don't know how. Have you ever wondered if Cushing's is as rare as they say it is, or is it just misdiagnosed?
Thank you for sharing and I hope our stories make it to those who feel isolated and hopeless suffering everything we have suffered.