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No more!

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mami5
mami5

Really can't take it anymore.  Time has come to say goodbye.  Have od'd once at lunchtime, now on alcohol.  Don't know why I'm writing this to be honest.  Don't expect any replies.  It's ok.  Hapiness awaits on other side. xx

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  • sophie07763
    sophie07763 mami5

    Posted

    Please don't! You have so much to live for. What about your family, they will be devasted if you killed yourself. Don't be selfish. I've been where you are and it is horrible but please don't do anything. Stay strong xxxx
  • ash97249
    ash97249 mami5

    Posted

    We were put on this earth to LIVE!! times get hard VERY hard the darkness takes over and u think u can't take it anymore but u can! FIGHT this with everything u have! Think of the people u would leave behind, u CAN do this and u WILL get through it..... Please don't let it win xx
  • lesley99443
    lesley99443 mami5

    Posted

    hey i know  how you feel i really dont want to be here either.....but please dont do it... you have people that will miss you.......please let us know how you are   xx
  • julian33896
    julian33896 mami5

    Posted

    Even though you may think nobody cares or it won't get better, that is further from the truth than you can imagine. There are people that care deeply for you! I know you probably here it again and again, but it really WILL get better smile Please think about this decision some more.
  • lorraine52317
    lorraine52317 mami5

    Posted

    Happiness can happen this side too mami. I know you have been struggling for a long time, but nothing lasts forever. You will get some relief soon, I just pray it could be today. You sound like you are really rock bottom. Can you get the 'want' to get help today. Pills and alcohol is not the answer. The answer is..pick up your phone and get the help you need urgently.

    God bless...brighter days will appear ♥♥♥

  • hypercat
    hypercat mami5

    Posted

    No there isn't anything there because you will be dead - non existence.   If you are religious aren't you worried that suicides won't get into heaven?  

    It will get better Mami because life is about change and the only way to go is up isn't it?  Please don't carry out your plan.   Go to A and E and seek help please.  We don't want to lose you and would miss you far too much.  We all care so much for you sweetheart so listen to us please.   Come back and let us know you are ok.  Bev xx

     

  • DawnDedee
    DawnDedee mami5

    Posted

    Hi mami5, 

    But how do we really know what lies on the other side?  Those I have known who have successfully completed suicide cannot tell me the facts of what it is like.  So how do I know that the thoughts about it inside my head are the truth?  I understand your feelings because have been there and will probably be there again and just came out from it recently.  But, really, how do we know if it is the right choice just because our mind thinks it up?  Our mind, the mind that has an imbalance, a disease...is that really reliable?

    You wrote this post because you needed replies because somewhere deep inside, you know this is not what you want.  We just need relief from the inner pain.  Relief from the clutches of the BEAST, depression.

    I hope you stay with us.

    Dawn, USA

  • devin23
    devin23 mami5

    Posted

    You've already made it this far I know you can keep on going!! Don't give up on yourself. We are all going through this and have had those thoughts you are worth it!
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