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I feel like a failure I feel like everything around me has changed even loved ones I don't feel the same I feel like I'm suffering from depersonalisation/derealisation disorder. Pyschologist are so annoying, I feel they are not able to help. None I've gone to seem professional. They just talk to make themselves feel better and most are more in need of help. I don't want to do anything I just want to stay in bed all day. I have been active all my life very OCD about house chores and cleaning. Now..I'm total opposite. It's like something has taken over my body and mind. I don't feel right and want a proper clear diagnosis. This cannot be normal it have I just hit rock bottom. I'm terrified of life.y past haunts me and the future I'm scared of and I cannot live for today. So I'm struggling immensely. I'm on medication but don't think it's working. I've never been a nail biter I have no nails left I'm a nervous wreck. I'm in a very dark hole I cannot get out. I don't even want to shower. I don't even go near my dog who I loved so much. I don't know what to do. Has anyone felt this way or still is? This has been going on for nearly one year. Depression anxiety OCD intrusive thoughts which cause panic. Please share if you care.
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