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So I've had tons of doctor visits and seems pshyc and stuff. This Thursday I finally get to see a naturopathic doctor. But here is were I stand my md says it's not OCD that it may be borderline personality disorder and my pshyc said it could be OCD. So I've never had this issue before this only started happening when I came off keto diet or stopped my lexapro or lorazepam after being on the for a week and half. But my problem is I devolved this thing where I get these horrible thoughts like o am I gonna throw this hot water in someone's face or scared of my sister stabbing me after watching or hearing a horror story or I worry to much if I will get better and how long will it take. Only way I make myself feel better is knowing there something exciting coming up to look forward to or just looking forward to something ! Am I on the path of devolping ocd or is this my brain playing tricks with all the changes going on

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  • nicole_37071
    nicole_37071 Guest

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    Sounds to me like OCD because OCD triggers bad intrusive thoughts that you wouldn’t act on but they’re repeating in your head and it feels realistic but it’s not. Obviously you wouldn’t do that to your sister nor would she do that to you. It’s all a mind game, you just need to accept the thoughts and they  go away. Don’t be afraid of them or react to them or they will become bigger. Act like they don’t bother you, this could just be a phase for you because your body is going through some changes. Good luck, hope you get better soon! 
  • Guest
    Guest

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    Thank you Nicole! Like i said this just started 2 months ago. And I find I worry to much or if my mood dramatically changes I get these thoughts. My md tells me it's not OCD and could be personality disorder. But this is why I'm good to see a naturopathic doctor and really find out what's going on. It's obv something if I just started feeling like this haha. But least I've learned from a therapy book that these are just thoughts !

    • nicole_37071
      nicole_37071 Guest

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      I totally understand where you’re coming from, my anxiety started randomly in January and lately I’ve been having intrusive thoughts that won’t go away. Hopefully it’s just a phase or seasonal! I feel like if you had personality disorder, you would of had it majority of your life not just randomly start now? That doesn’t really make sense to me. 
  • Guest
    Guest

    Posted

    Yeah thanks Nicole! I'll find out more Thursday when I go for tests

  • caramadden
    caramadden Guest

    Posted

    I have also had thoughts like that but mine were more of an urge to do it. Like throw something down or take off running or something crazy for no reason at all
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