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After years of assault, guilt, sadness, i finally find out i can't ever have children, through IVF, naturally, was denied and force to abandon a child through being assaulted as it made 'him' feel better. Trapped. Stuck not knowing what to do and how to move on. I stopped having sex months back because i hated it. If i take go completely will it help everyone?
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laura08496 sam18386
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dear sam,
i'm sorry you're feeling so horrible.
what do you mean by "If i take go"? do you mean like, leaving town? or ending your life?
suicidal feelings are the worst, as i struggle with them every day.
i apologize in case i've misunderstood you. i hope you feel better soon
sam18386 laura08496
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hi lauren, i sometimes have really dark thoughts and think if i didn't exist i wouldn't hurt anyone. i don't have a lot to offer so that makes me feel like nothing. i've wanted a family since 16 and even that's been taken
away
away i don't get what i've done that's so wrong.