Only reason I'm still here is I'm scared to end it.

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I've been struggling with panic attacks, depression, insomnia and fast deteriorating physical health.. I'd end it all but too much of a coward to do so.

i feel alone, my marriage is a mess and i just wish there was a pain free way to end things.

sorry. just needed to get that out.

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  • Posted

    michael,

    I wish I knew the answer, if I did I wouldn't be sat here typing out this response. I've felt the same as you have described for I don't know how many years although my physical health is not a factor right now. So many of us it seems are stuck in this awful situation and don't know, are unable to see, a way forward. All I can say is, know that you're not alone and that I wish you well.

    Good luck.

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    Michael, I know right now it probably seems there’s no way to fix what’s going on in your life.but there’s so much support out there and so many resources for you. Have you ever tried speaking with somebody such as a counselor, friend, family?

    you need someone to talk to. You would be amazed how good it feels to just vent to somebody else. That would be the first baby step in feeling better.if you need to talk to somebody there’s a confidential phone number you can call 24 seven. If you are in the US. 800 273 8255. they can also provide you with more resources.and one day you’ll look back and be glad you’re here because there’s so much life to live! It’s not so much what’s going on in somebody’s life, it’s how they respond to it that matters. Take care ❤

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    I understand you. Im feeling like a ghost, watching everything being alive around except for me. I know that i will probably never end my life, cause im too much afraid of pain.

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