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I got out of hospital a couple of weeks ago from an overdose, and since ive got out, ive constantly thought about doing it again and I get so angry I feel like hurting other people now too (although im sure I never could, I'm not a violent person at all). that was the second overdose ive taken and I keep thinking of other ways to do it now which does scare me. I'm very very paranoid, I live by myself and I triple check the house before I go to bed, behind the curtains and doors, the bathroom etc. my sleeping pattern is extremely messed up, sleep from 9am-4pm ish and so on. I get so angry and mad at every body that speaks to me eg friends and family because I feel like they're constantly judging me and think they know how I feel when they really don't. they say things like 'itll be okay' or 'lighten up' when they claim to know what im going through and I just get so mad. I'm always constantly on the verge of either screaming or breaking tears and I just don't know what to do anymore.
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