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We are not in a good place atm. Due to the cancer being too advanced and his unable to swallow, a NJ tube has been inserted, and his been allowed home, as he wished. It's painful watching him sleep all day, his a shell. It is ethical to put a tube in knowing this will just prolong his life expectancy, I don't know. That's the thing, I don't know what's right, for who, for him, I don't know. I feel I've sunken Into a dark place, can't be bothered with anything. Just sit and watch him try, hold his hand, It's just so hard. People just are getting on with their life, while ours has just stopped. No more days out together, no more trips away. It's just gone, it's all gone. How do I carry on, I can't, I don't want to
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