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Have mental illness sicne ave been a child been through some of the worst times and nmmot been out my door in 3 years i am in a state i have been taken fluxetine for least 2 years now mayeb year went from 20 to 60 nothina t all has changed if anything am back to square one, can'ts ee my Dr because am to physically ill and mentally ill and some counceling places wants me to travel to thenm after christmas which most likely not going to happen but always feels like these people force these things on you i can't get out my door if i do it will only be a small pace at a time and onyl for so long near by my house but lately terrified to even got to the toilet or go down teh stairs casue my breathing has been really bad. Drs won;t come out to see me same with mental health people such as pherapists or councelors makes me look bad to my eas will mos tlikely get stopeed for not showing up here after christmas. Life is just miserable day in day out people only think of what they see in the outside but don't relise wht's like to feel ill all the time everyday mentally and physically but it's all in my head yes try tellign your seklf that after years of feelign this s**t suprised ave not attempted suicide most liekly won;t don't have the balls or not my way of getting out of things but f**k me 27 years and trapped in house like a priisoner, sorry had to get it out got no were else to speak like htis cause everyone just takes it for granted and goes on about how it's in your head.
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