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Haven't been on here for a while, got an appointment for BP assessment on the 17/12/15. My CPN has informed me it will be a lot of questions from my past. Has anyone else had one of these? I am getting so worked up about this this evening, wanting to self harm so gone on the wine. I've got my mothers funeral week Tuesday, this assessment and seeing a new psychiatrist too. I'm getting into a state been out this evening in the rain and wind debating about disappearing into the sea. Home now still upset and getting drunk which I know is not the answer oh yes I;m on my last week of a phased return back to work. A lot going on and i'm struggling.
I have problems opening up with my bereavement councillor about my life with my late husband so how the hell am i going to be open and honest for this assessment. I'm so scared.....
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