Please help..Got diagnosed 2 days ago :(
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Im speechless...2 days a go I got diagnosed with this damn virus...Im going through a roller coaster of emotions...Im super scared, angry, upset feel completely unwanted and dirty...I already have a super stressful job and now this..its almost becoming unbearable..feels like my heart is bleeding...Havent managed to sleep..
I slept with this girl I liked unprotected...my own damn fault...I got symptoms like it was Gonorrhea (from internet descriptions)...how ever as I scrolled down the test results everything was negative....apart from HSV 2.... my world ended... I am now waiting for my first outbreak and completely scared of what it may be like... I see images on the internet which completely freak me out... Im 31...and getting to the age where I want to find my future wife....now I have this... I feel like that dream is shattered...This is so worrying its 1am... Im scared I will lose my job due to my lack of focus and that I will never find a partner...
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gijane lewis08288
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lewis08288 gijane
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Reading your story helps and shows me there is hope...but I when I look online..most of the stories are of Girls who find a guy who loves them for who they are..even with the virus....I know I would if I met a girl I loved...however girls have way more options..so why would they want to be with me?
carol32160 lewis08288
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lewis08288 carol32160
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Im a strong believer in God...one day maybe I will make sense of it...im so happy you found someone and have had kids I dont want to be taking medicine everyday of my life...I have always been the one to never take meds during a flu etc..as I believed my body was strong and could handle it. Its been 2 weeks and outbreaks yet... I pray I never have one..
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kori26 lewis08288
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kori26 lewis08288
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lewis08288 kori26
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Naturalcure99 lewis08288
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Keep your immune system healthy as outbreaks will make you sick with flu like symptoms. You'll know your gonna have an outbreak in advance. You may want to change your lifestyle into a health advocate like me, otherwise your likely to have outbreaks every other week.
Naturalcure99 lewis08288
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Keep your immune system healthy as outbreaks will make you sick with flu like symptoms. You'll know your gonna have an outbreak in advance. You may want to change your lifestyle into a health advocate like me, otherwise your likely to have outbreaks every other week.
lewis08288 Naturalcure99
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gillian20097 lewis08288
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God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
Courage to change the things I can and wisdom to know the difference.