Please help haven't slept in 2 months concerned it's neurological or fatal

Nearly two months ago I started getting episodes of depersonalisation and waking up in a panic in the middle of the night and suffered from an aura which I've not had before. Ever since then I have not been able to sleep, I'd get this horrible burning sensation like rush every time I tried to sleep, I don't feel tired and can't get to sleep at night, I get stuck in this hallucinatory dream like state without actually falling asleep. If I do it will only be for an hour and I will have vivid odd dreams and wake up constantly through out the night. I've been sleeping about 0-1 hour sometimes or sometimes 2-3 max. Medications haven't helped, I feel really depersonalised and detached during the day, with really odd thoughts, scared I'm going to get psychosis, I have severe muscle twitches and uncontrollable jerking movements in my hands. I don't know what's happening to me, I'm terrified of going mad or that it's some sort of brain inflammation or neurological disease or fatal insomnia. Can anyone help me? My doctors don't know what to do, I've tried everything like sleep hygiene, anti anxiety and depression meds and sleeping pills, nothing works. I'm just so terrified that it's never going to end.

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