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A little bit about me. I've been suffering from depression my entire life. I am a 22 year old woman. I have tried dozens of anti depressions and none of them ever did anything for me.
I have three different moods that I've noticed I go back and forth from.
From normal everyday depression. Something I can still function with. To deep depression to the point where I just stare at the wall and can't do anything at all. An empty unbearable feeling that makes me want to die. To pure agitation and anger.
I've read that some people don't get mania as in a happy feeling.
Is this what my agitation is. Because when I'm that way I can't even stand to here my families voices. When I'm irritated. Anything can set me off. And all I can do is grind my teeth and shake my leg to stop the imagines of making whatever is annoying me stop playing in my head.
Also every once in a while for whatever reason. I think that people are watching me. Starting at me threw the blinds. Watching me threw cameras in my house. Following me on my car. It's stupid. I know it's not real but I don't know why I pops into my head.
Anyone please help me. I need to find out what's wrong with me. I can't stand being this way.
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