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Hi I'm new to this site but I've just been needing some answers
A few month ago I took LSD before that I have taken it plenty of times around 11 I'd say. Anyways this trip the effects of the acid were coming strong I felt it in 30 minutes. I was alone. I skyped one of my friends to calm down it was going good for a while just talking and whatever. As time went on I started thinking and the devil came across my mind. Then I felt this huge pain come over my body. And the devil was talking to me to make a deal with him and sell my soul and what not. God was there telling me to not. My heart was racing and my thinking was all over the place. I couldn't breathe and I was gasping for air. It felt like I was about to die. I went crazy and ended up in the hospital. After a while the fear went away. Then I smoked some weed months after and it was super strong it felt like i was on acid again I'm not sure if it was a flashback or not. So I stopped smoking in all and haven't touched it since. When I was high I felt that terrible pain and started thinkikg about God and demons again. I was arguing with myself in my head again none stop it was. The fear went down again but after that I always had these voices in my head telling me what to do and make choices for me. It's a mental thing I don't really hear them. They tell me bad things are coming my way and don't do this else this will happen. For Example don't go to the doctor or else This. A few weeks after I was sleeping and heard this loud ringing noise and it woke me up and I started panicking I felt the pain and my heart was racing my thoughts were thinking about demons devil God again and I couldn't breathe it felt like I was really dying. It also happened again at night. I can't sleep anymore and I have terrible nightmares. And sometimes I feel my heart race pick up downtowns out of nowhere. I also get hot flashes and chills. I don't know what to do I'm only 16 and I'm going to the doctors soon but I want help for other people too. I just want to know what you think. I think too much about myself my future demons devil God and all this stuff. I have become a better person and quit doing drugs. I don't know what to do. I'm thinking the thoughts I have are because my religious ties but before the first bad trip I wasn't very religious so I don't know. It was something out of a scary movie. I just want to live normal again
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