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Okay so i keep telling myself i am 100% fine and all better and whatever... I still need help though. I had a bad trip on mj. I only say it because i do need the help. I am still young and I don't like giving my age. If you are really interrested in my message you can pm (personal message) me. Okay so I know alot of this has to do with the fact everyone on my moms side of the family has anxiety. I have it as well. Also I know it had alot to do with hormones. It truly has gotten sooo much better. It has been about two months sence it started. It used to be so bad i had suicidal thoughts 24/7 and i could not eat or sleep. I would cry for nothing. Now it is very rare i have the break downs. especially if i keep myself buisy... Without over doing myself... Now The thoughts. My jead will always spin and be not normal lol. I do have anxiety which i can not prevent or anything. like I feel really crazy sometimes. Most of the thoughs that i have that bring the panic attacks are the ones that are like "what is life all about" "why am i alive" "why is there life" I have found if i simply distract myself I seem to get better... I also have super weired dreams and i seem to not remember the hole thing most of the time... I am a over reacter which is one reason i have like 2 friends including my bf lol... So is this just me over reacting? is this normal? if this is not normal is it okay?
Help me out here please
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