Possible ALS/MND? Extremely Worried..
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Hi, I'm a 27 year old male and have been experiencing what I am convinced are symptoms caused by ALS. I am not so naive to expect a diagnosis but I am so worked up, just some replies from people with any experience wether professional or patient would be appreciated.
I apologise in advance for the following lengthy, perhaps rambling account of my life at the minute, I just want to get some stuff out.
Ok, so I'll start with my symptoms- of which there are many. Please know that prior to the 'sudden' onset of the following symptoms, I've been suffering with things like back pain and chronic fatigue for about a year, but these next ones started I think about two months ago.
Arm and leg weakness- cant lift heavy objects, arms feel heavy and weak all the time, Im a naturally strong person (albeit naturally slim) but lately I feel as though my strength has been drained from me. Climbing stairs is a real task, It does'nt hurt, just the heaviness/rubbery weakness. Also ankle and knee weakness and shaking.
Fasciculations (twitching)- particularly in left leg, but also present in other limbs and tongue. (these only started a few days ago actually but are getting more frequent).
Muscle atrophy- particularly visible in biceps and calfs, rapid, so much so that I now have stretch marks on my arms where there was muscle a few months ago. No pain as such although i get a deep burning sensation in my shoulders and upper arms when doing something such as scraping wallpaper, or just holding my phone to my ear causes the burning after seconds, making me keep switching arms.
Speech problems- this is hard to describe without someone being present to physically hear but I cant seem to articulate properly, certain words come out slurred or mumbled, also my lips and tongue feel strange.
Balance/co-ordination- both standing still and walking. When standing I often stumble backwards, when walking I feel unsteady ,weak, like my legs are'nt fully part of me, wobbly, etc.
Nasal/ear/throat- Ive had what i thought were stuffy sinuses for months, particularly in the morning or late at night, but lately Im so nasal, and I've started to need to clear my throat a lot and my voice is weak and hoarse. Not sore, just hoarse.
Breathing- Slight rasp/wheeze when inhaling. Shortness of breath particularly when lying down, like i cant fill my lungs.
Shaking- Pretty much everywhere...when I lower my head from looking up position it kind of judders back down, arms feel very shaky although not always visible. Legs shake visibly with certain movements/positions.
Fatigue- This is chronic. My sleep pattern is usually up and down anyway but when I do manage a good 7-8 hours uninterrupted, I wake up feeling worse than before I fell asleep, a lot worse. Also started to get hypnogogic state (sleep paralysis) a lot lately, which isn't pleasant. Also, with the fatigue, I must mention that even just walking to the kitchen from the living room is excruciating. And as I mentioned before, going upstairs Is hard, I need to hold onto the rail to support myself.
Emotional changes- Anger/sadness mainly, the odd moment of euphoria/elation, briefly. Wether this is caused by the anxiety of all this I don't know.
One more thing that I'll mention is the burning sensation on/under my skin, mainly on the top and palms of hands, wrists and topside of forearm (can't think of the correct term), neck and sometimes chest and top and soles of feet. It's just a wierd hot, flushed, burning feeling.
Anyway, I'll leave it there although there are more but I feel like an idiot and I know I've written an overwhelming amount already. One small sidenote: yes, I suffer from anxiety, always have, always will. But I've had it long enough to know that the physical symptoms I am experiencing aren't related to that. Oh, also, I'm currently awaiting a neurology appointment as all blood tests came back normal, apart from a slight vitamin D deficiency, which frankly, has only led to an increase in my fear (that they were normal, so obviously its caused by something else).
I hope someone will reply as I've never felt as scared and alone as I do now.
Mike.
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I am writing to say that i have a very rare Neurological condition (less than one in a million) called Moersch-Woltman Syndrome or Stiff Person Syndrome due to its rareity not all of Neurologists have seen it or know the symptoms, a special blood test confirms it, it is also an auto-immune condition, It could be something to ask about the Neuro you have seen may not know of it. If I knew what area of the country you lived eg: North, South, East or or Middle I could try and find a Neuro who knows about it for you to be re-referred to for tests. People with this condition vary in the way it presents, but some of your symptoms I can relate to, too many to write down. I not saying this is what it is but its worth looking into. If you would like to check the symptoms of SPS there isa website that is run by a support group you will find info there at www.smssupportgroup.co.uk I wish you well and please if i can be of further help let me know.
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Anyway, obviously it's been a while since I posted this and since my initial symptoms began, and I'm sorry (and infuriated) to say that I'm no closer to getting a diagnosis, nor have I been given any indication from any professional as to what it even could be.
My symptoms have worsened and I now have quite a few new ones, but before I mention those I'll tell you about the various tests I've undergone.
I did indeed see a neurologist (this was back in september, I think, of last year), he asked me about my symptoms and performed some basic clinical testing (reflexes, muscle strength,..) and I was sent for an MRI (whick took 2 months by the way).
MRI: Normal. I expected this.
I was then sent for an EMG test. I both craved and feared this test, as I knew that on the one hand, it would almost certainly pick up on any motor neurone damage, on the other..well, nobody likes bad news, especially that kind.
I went for my EMG in january. I underwent a nerve conduction study ( which is the first part, not the actual emg testing) and was told that it was normal. And then came the EMG itself and, I'm embarrassed and disgusted to tell you that I could not complete this test. I can't quite understand what happened myself, the doctor inserted the first two needles and then, out of nowhere, my mind and body decided to panic. BIG TIME. I am not a man who is afraid of pain, truth be told it wasn't in the slightest bit painful, I can take pain. But for some reason I went light headed, and the room seemed to go white, and the nausea..christ.
As I mentioned in my original post, I do suffer anxiety. And it seems that this time (when it mattered most for gods sake) anxiety got the better of me. I explained to the doctor that I wanted the results of this test today and was adamant that I was able to carry on, much to her surprise. Another needle was inserted, and much to my surprise..turns out I wasn't able to carry on.
So basically I failed the golden test, the one that I KNOW would've given me some answers. I will take this test again, but it means another huge wait, and the added pressure of knowing that I cant let what happened last time, happen again. (And my minds a right b*stard, It'll remind me just as that first needle goes in..) So obviously I got no answers from that.
EMG: Wimped out.
My most recent testing, today in fact, was a visit to the ENT clinic, to see if they might be able to figure out why I'm so nasal, hoarse, and if its causing my speech difficulties. So I went. Had a camera up my nose, down my throat, didn't flinch once by the way would you believe, and...NOPE. Nothing to be found here, rhinitis, actually, which I was told was a common problem but in no way would that cause my speech/hoarseness/nasal problems. Got a nasal spray. Woohoo.
I am now waiting to be seen by the neurologist again, I have an appointment infact, 13th april, the day before my birthday, so I'll let you all know how it goes, if anyone is remotely interested. I'm sorry if I'm coming across a bit sharp by the way, I've just had about enough now, and recounting the things I've had done knowing that my symptoms remain, nay, have worsened, really ticks me off, I don't know..
I know I said I'd talk about my symptoms and how they've progressed, but I've just realized how much I've rambled on, and it's just dawned on me that none of you may still be following this and this could be reaching no-one.
Mike.
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I have been having strange symtoms also for the past 3 months or so too. It started with numbness in a patch on my arm then changed too tingling fingers. Now after a few months I have intermitant tingling in my hands, when I walk I feel unsteady and dizzy. I also feel like I can't quite articulate my words sometimes and feel like i'm slurring.
The past 3-4 weeks have been horrible because I have had some new symptoms which have occured 3 or 4 times now at random one being in the middle of Morrisons! My arm starts tingling badly and goes dead as if i've slept on it, it goes really weak like I can no longer lift it and I feel generaly horrid, my head, side of my neck and shoulder all tingling too and the only thing I can do is lay down until it passes.
Now I have suffered from Anxiety and panic attacks for years and I know what symptoms I get when I am having an attack but this recently has been totally different and really worrying.
I have been to see a Neurologist who did basic tests all to which were fine. He is convinced that it is stress and anxiety related. So anyway my doctor has prescribed me some beta blockers for the Anxiety which seem to help somewhat but for the most part I still feel tingling in my hands and my right arm is still quite weak and I get extremely tired when doing anything really.
I do find though that my symptoms get worse when I get paniky so maybe these are Anxiety related.
A few friends of mine have also suggested getting my vitamin B12 levels checked as the sympoms are like that of a Vit D deficiency.
Anyway just thought I would pop up being as we are all in the same worrying boat of not knowing but just coping day to day.
Let me know how you get on x
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